nv thought i can be more happier then what i have now..
i have dion, i have him..
a guy that love mi and dote mi most..
i didnt know i can have a love like this after dion dad...
he ruin my life jus becos of a word, "sry"
but now i had him who jus want mi to be by his side..
who look at mi when i am slping and touch my head gently till he felt aslp..
who are afraid that i am unwell, unhappy or even upset..
will olways try his best to show mi that no matter what happen, i will olways have him by myside..
compare to what he did for mi..
i felt sry that i couldnt give more..
had tried my best to spend more time wit him..
i am not a gd gf..
i am someone who has a very high expectation..
i am someone who olways being a perfectionist..
he tried so hard to compromise to mi..
his only wish is to see mi wake up wit a smile and slp soundly at night..
i understand him so much..
that sometime i have to even pretend i don know..
to see what silly things he wanna do..
i love u sweetheart:)
baby dionprincess chalet this comin sunday..
thx to my elder sister that helped mi wit most of the preparation..
and we all will be goin to wild wild wet before the chalet starts..
is been so long the whole family get to gathers ..
is been so long that all of us get to enjoy..
chalet is a very gd choice..
we all look forward to it..
i wan dion to be the happiest girl on her bday..
jus thinking about her, i smile..
mummy love u sweetheart:)
i told my boss that i wanna resign ystd..
but she reject my resignation..
she in fact told mi she will be changing plans for mi..
but i will jus have to bear a few months..
i don like politics..
i don like to work wit ppl that is scheming
but i olways feel alot better wit my boss around..
she told mi whenever i have any problems i can bypass and go straight to her..
still deciding actually...
alot of fucked up problems lately..
i needed to rest thou..
needed time for princess too..
xuemin