i had the sweetest dream ever..
having u by my side...
but when i woke up, u wasnt there...
i had a bad day ystd..
many many thing had happen..
but i didnt tell u..
becos ur problem still not yet resolve..
i jus yearn to have u by myside..
idk what are we..
i jus know, we are walking in a maze..
there is question i wanna ask.. that i didnt ask..
there is question u wanna ask and u didnt ask too..
he may be in my heart for 3 yrs..
but after u stay close beside mi..
i learn how to love and be loved..
being wit u make mi feel safe..
feeling that even the sky may fall, i had u..
i need not force myself to be strong in front of u..
becos u understand everything i am goin through..
do u know how much i can love u..
dion skool call mi ystd and ask mi to bring dion to skool..
saying that they found red spot on her body thinking might be hand food mouth disease..
i was so panic..
as she was at daddy poh hse the day before..
i nv felt so panicking..
i jus know i felt like crying so much..
i am jus lucky, when i reach the skool i saw dion daddy parent..
they are worried too..
so they head down to the skool..
and bring us to consult a doctor..
they saw how worry i am.. hugging dion so tightly..
not worry about the amount spent on the medical fee..
but i cant imagine how i can take it seeing her mouth full wit ulcer..
whenever she is unwell, she will olways come close to mi..
doc say was allergy.. but she had fever constantly..
daddy poh say she caught a cold at his hse..
i didnt blame him..
i blamed myself more becos i gave her such a weak body..
i was so not in the mood to work..
and luckily my boss and manager understand and gave mi their support..
i am olways such a lucky girl..
to have nice ppl around mi..
xuemin