hi all:)
hasnt had enough time to even rest..
but decide to blog today becos i already thought of how should i celebrate dion bday..
still yet to come to a conclusion..
but it will be either a chalet or a macdonals party:)
both will cost around the same..
but chalet will be best if both side relative will be coming..
i will set a theme of DISNEY!
so all ppl or rather, children dress up in disney character..
and i can dress dion up as a princess like she olways is..
hahax..
three more months, dion gonna be two..
and i am sorry that i only can afford such little for her..
but baby, give mum 6 months more..
no matter how much i love my job..
i have to do something jus to accompany dion..
boss gave mi the best encouragement..
i appreciate those words she told mi..
i appreciate those chance she gave mi to prove myself and other that i am capable to be on my position..
and of course becos she trusted mi..
so i have to repay her wit my hardwork..
lately i learned alot again..
regardless of anything..
i only know..
till the day i tender my resignation letter..
i will work and give my bosses and company my best result and outcome..
gonna be busy and even busier..
i am not suppose to reveal company secret..
but..
there is another reason..
becos xmas is round the corner..
but becos xmas, my baby princess bday..
i still donnoe what can i give her for this yr bday present..
but u has mummy heart 24/7
baby princess, i hope u can grow up healthily..
becos that is even more important then my own life..
mummy reali reali love u..
had a short sms wit him today..
and know that he wanted to resign or rather this month is the last month he is working..
he is olways like this isnt it?
but i know he reali doesnt like to work at this company..
cant force him to work hard either..
in mi, i know he tried..
tried his best to tolerate jus becos he has to contribute to dion too..
he don have to worry about money..
he is olways leading such a carefree life when his dad is around..
we jus wanted him to be happy isnt it?
his parents and mi or even dion..
we olways hope..
i am trying hard to drift away from him and his life..
but there is he wanting to meet dion out again..
he love fooling mi wit his untold feelings..
wit his uncontrollable emotion and his prince attitude..
but that, i suppose that..
he is still the one i love most?
xuemin