what will u ppl do when ur health is not well at the age of 20..
doc suggest i rest more this few days becos my condition is not getting any better..
is been countless days since i had this flu and cough..
doc call mi and tell mi to meet him at the clinic becos he has some thing to tell mi..
he ask mi to take leave to rest becos the medicine can only control my condition for now..
even wit the medicine without enough rest, i will be contacted wit Rhinitis
i had a very sensitive nose..
but i didnt noe that yrs pass and it is getting bad to worst..
and doc say that is both parent has sensitive nose, the baby is likely to have it too..
i hope dion is not affected..
i seriously hope that she won have becos it will lead to a higher chance of her contacting asthma at her age..
doc say it will turn out very important..
my losing of eye sight lately is not becos i am wearing my lenses..
is becos nose infection will affect my eye sight..
and will be even worst if i have rhinitis..
my cough headache is olso cause by nose infection..
is turning bad..
i am scare..
out of the sudden..
i donnoe how to react..
head to work looking restless and moodless..
i wanna cry..
i feel like crying..
i hope someone is there to share wit mi..
i hope someone can teach mi how to face and solve this problem..
but at this point of time, i am alone..
is not that i don wanna rest more.. is not that i don wanna eat healthily..
i have to work and look after dion..
i have to complete my work on time..
my time is nv enough..
is not dion fault..
is not my work too..
who else can i blame when this type of thing is happening..
myself..
i jus hope that dion cough and flu will get better..
have decide to bring her to consult a specialist to check the chance of her getting asthma..
i sees baby who had asthma, i will cry..
becos is very painful.. very suffering..
i hope princess will be healthy..
i pray hard that thing will be fine for mi lately..
feeling so stressful..
feeling so unhappy..
feeling so upset..
xuemin