thought of my future carefully..
i have lots of thing undone..
jus waiting for 8 more months..
when i am 21yr old..
i will rent a flat and move out wit dion..
not becos i don like my parents..
is becos i would prefer living myself and dion..
one day i will have to learn to live by myself..
so is jus a matter of time.
and i will start out my first business probably after my birthday and after a short holiday..
is gonna be tough...
but i wanna succeed..
i wanna show everyone that one day, i can be a gd mum and dad role of dion..
to dion, her mum love her...
i hate her calling out daddy..
i hope she can grow up fast so that i can explain to her..
i wanna give her a gd life myself so that she won wanna go back to him..
i wanna him to regret one day when dion grow and hate him that the fact of him being irresponsible..
some thing, i don have to say..
dion will know..
she will know that he doesnt wanna be a dad..
she will gonna hate him when he had his own family wit his kids and forgetting dion..
what i know myself is, using my own hands, i will bring dion up..
i swear my whole life, to give her my best and let her be safe..
i don wanna live wit regret..
even till now, i nv regret leaving him jus becos i wanted dion..
becos the guy i use to love..
the guy i wasted 3 yrs youth, no longer worthy..
no longer worth my stupidity waiting for a no return..
i swear, i will show him one day that, mi and dion don need him at all..
i don wanna shed animore tears on this guy..
i will give dion a happy family if i learn to walk out of him..
i will learn to accept another guy that willing to love mi and dion..
these yrs, i am jus tupid that i made him the limelight in my life..
8 months more, everything gonna be over..
i moved out, and gonna have the maintenance paperwork done..
and he is nv gonna ever see her again..
and when i earn enough wit my own business, i will bring dion away from singapore..
i don wanna be tupid animore..
i will let dion decide her surname when she grows..
so meantime, i will not do ani changes, and made him pay for her till she turn 21 old.
even he were to tell mi he don have enough..
i will ruled the game from now onwards..
i jus wanna be heartless this time round.
i jus wanna be mean and let go of him..
i am olways nice when u mean someone to mi..
but when i decide that u are worthless for my love..
that is all i can do to get rid of u..
u are leading a free life..
things is gonna change when i turn 21yr old...
i hope he knows and get ready for what he will have to pay jus becos of his freedom..
the best revenge to him is to lead a happier life wit dion from now onwards..
to find a guy that is alot better then him and who is gonna love dion like his own more then him..
when i am able to meet that kind of guy, i will replace dion "daddy" status..
xuemin