this few days has been so unwell..
medicine is killing mi..
sometimes, i donnoe what i would do when u are being nice to mi..
is like a triangle..
u should know..
he nv left my heart..
i am jus silly as u..
like how much u dote and love mi..
few yrs back when we met, u are olways so nice to mi..
i may hurt the whole world, but the last person i will hurt is u..
seeing ur tears rolled down in front of mi..
i donnoe how to react..
i jus know that it hurts mi seeing u like this..
i can give u my heart..
even if we start a relationship, without my heart wit u, we will part one day..
i know u can wait, wait for the day that i will step closer to u..
is being 4 yrs..
even if u can wait, is there really a gd ending in us?
jus like u, i love him nearly 3 yrs unconditionally..
and jus like u, cant u feel how much he mean to mi?
or u jus wanna pretend that u don know..
silly boy..
listening to the second song of my blog playlist, sound like us..
i don wanna upset u..
i jus wan u to know that i treasure u, i love u like as a brother...
something cant be force..
especially relationship..
but for u, i am willing to try..
even if there is no gd ending..
i wanna end this triangle love..
i will try..
once again..
to put him out of my life..
i jus have to tolerate 1 more yr..
i will moved out of my hse, and lead a life independently wit dion..
without him and his family..
i am sure, by then...
he will be out from my heart too..
thinking of inking another ink on myself..
i olways wanted..
but is not mi to destroy my own body..
especially when i wanted to be a gd role model for dion..
i wanna have his name on myself too..
but i won be able to forget him if i do so..
better not..
recently had a lot of free time at home..
basically, i am only working on wed, and sun this week..
so well..
hope i will recover soon..
dion sticking to mi so much..
and i love her..
i cant deny, i needed her so much like my phone..
hahax..
a everyday need..
she is the priceless needs that i need..
don get mi a gift if u all know mi, jus wrap her up as a present and gave mi my smile everyday..
gonna rest soon.. have to be awake at 6.30am tml..
dion skool day again..
hahax..
she is as busy as i do.. even busier..
but she is learning so much..
trying to sing ABC song..
awwww..
so cute right!
hahax!
gd nite:)
xuemin