princess second day to skool..
i am not prepared.. not mentally..
when she cried and i force the teacher to carry her and i hide myself..
seeing her try to reach out to mi..
seeing her begging mi to carry her..
seeing her looking for mi..
i couldnt bear to stop crying..
the moment when i walk out of the skool, my tear runs..
it pains mi..
reali do..
i didnt know it would be so unbearable..
i didnt know this is toughter then i thought..
i am not strong enough to handle this..
becos i needed her more then mi..
walking around the crowd, i felt so lost..
becos the flashback of her cries keep repeating in my mind..
i am sry baby..
reali sry..
putting u away from from to start learning early is a gd thing..
but why am i regretting now..
i don feel gd at all..
i miss u alot now..
i wanna rush to the skool and carry u home now..
but i cant..
i called the skool, the teacher say u are napping..
mus be tired after crying so long..
teacher say u eat alot.. hope u are better now..
i can go through all pain and suffering, jus that u have to be fine..
no matter what i will go through, so long as u are okie..
as long as u will be happy and safe, i can take everything..
mummy's princess..
my dion..
my one and only baby, mummy love u alot..
see u in a few hrs time..
i will make up to u to my mistake..
don be angry wit mummy i hope..
xuemin