i olways tell myself that "work harder for dion"
till today morning..
when i saw dion writing and speak alot of words..
i wanted more..
i wanted to stay by her side to teach her and accompany her more..
i have to work.. it make mi no choice but to forget about it..
but one day, i will have to make a decision and choose between her and work..
i wanted to talk to boss..
hope she can allow mi to work office hrs..
if not, i will have to find a job in admin which i don like and force myself to work there..
boss olways so nice to mi..
they dote mi and olways helped mi..
i don wanna ask for more..
but sry, i will have too.. becos dion need mi more..
she only has a mum..
he stopped seeing her..
he even stopped missing her..
is a gd thing..
at least thing is so much less complicated now..
at least i felt nth more then a stranger..
and finally, is over..
my sis still doesnt wanna help change dion surname..
but if that is the case, i will have to find another person to do it myself..
i am very hot tempered recently..
very tired after working continuously for 6 days..
basically, after my leave almost everyday, i am working like over loading..
everything is in a messed..
even all my staffs are giving mi problems..
i am sick still, not ani better..
but at least dion is fine now..
i have a off day finally..
and gonna pampered myself a bit..
gonna have my hair done tml..
a soft rebonding..
i hope things can be better..
jus watch two movies this week...
green lantern and hangover2
but i wanna watch mr's popper penguin!
all right..
gonna rest soon..
tml gonna wake up early becos dion goin skool after her 1 week mc!
lolx..
skool bus will be here at 7.30am..
i reali love her alot..
alot more then i can describe..
she nv fails to make mi smile..
she nv fails to brighten my day..
wit her around i will be fine..
don worry, i will and had promise to take gd care of her..
i will give her everything i can..
becos i am sure, if u didnt change, u will treat her like how u love mi before..
on behalf of u, i will do a gd job..
very soon, my whole family gonna go overseas..
tgt wit dion..
so i will be the only one staying at home i guess..
is gonna be so lonely..
so quiet..
hope mummy will buy more cup noodles..
so i don have to starve myself jus becos i am lazy to get my own food..
lolx..
gonna work harder to give dion her pocket money for shopping..
sry that i couldnt be there wit u baby..
but jus spend my money..
how much i am willing..
as long as u are happy..
i jus have to work harder to earn back..
but ur happiness money cant even buy..
memorize flash back..
i can nv take u out..
keeping u safe in my heart is olways my priority..
in case u donnoe, no one gonna replace u in mi..
xuemin