thx for the person who tag my chat log..
thx for the words u said..
after seeing what the guest wrote, i ask myself..
what does happiness conclude at the end..
and i realize..
wherede to be pretty or cute..
not that important to mi..
i learn this late..
far too late..
and now i know..
happiness come from what u love..
i love my family, i love dion..
i love him..
and i see them happi, i am..
i couldnt deny.. i could have meet some other who is able to love mi much too..
but for now, i am choosing to be faithful to dion..
to be a gd mum to her..
to be a responsible mum to her too..
nth else mind..
i needed dion so much now..
seeing her after a tired day in work..
i am so happy and glad that she is there..
is something he left for mi..
he gave mi this happiness, becos he knows, he couldnt make mi feel happy..
i treasure it from the start..
is the only thing he showed mi that he love mi..
even i insist of having dion out, he didnt wanna force to take my happiness away..
he had the chance to do it..
but he couldnt too..
but at least i am happy becos of everything that happened..
at least i have dion in the end..
i am heading to slp already..
had a flu pill and my eyes are closing..
feel so sick..
but work has to be completed..
gonna rest..
gd nite..
xuemin