a short post before i head to bed..
enjoy today..
but is very tiring..
raining day didnt stop us from making our way to zoo..
but it make mi abit regret now as dion is yet to recover from fever..
and i think she caught cold and came home wit a higher temperature..
seeing her suffer, make mi helpless..
i didnt slept since 4am last nite..
jus becos of her fever and i settle her down before i took a rest till she wake up at 8am..
i went out early to buy things..
and rmb that he has been coughing since cny..
so bought him a lou han guo. and a small bottle of a lozenge that he likes..
and if he ask, why i gave him.. i will say, jus don wan u pass the cough to dion..
but he didnt ask..
all of us are sick..
even mi right now..
flu and cough..
and i guess, fever soon will hunt mi..
but i still wanna see the both well..
today was a nice day..
we went out, we joke, we laugh and smile..
all becos of dion..
i can sense he no longer love mi..
but i jus wanna be selfish..
i wanna lock these memorize by my side to give mi a strength to continue loving him..
i didnt ask for much..
but all i wan is these memorize..
alot of our hobbies didnt change..
we both still pefer eating 2 piece chicken meal whenever we eat kfc, and we will change the salad to cheese fries..
and he will still add chillies on top of his cheese fries and finish up before he eats the chicken..
he still drink ice milo like mi..
but i think the only big thing, we longer feel easy while facing each other..
when dion is alsp, and we are let alone to tour around..
we have nth to talk, i tried to talk to him, but he remain quite boring attitude..
and when i ask him, why u so quiet..
he says "dion slping, not fun enough"
well..
but at least he tried not to show mi the boring face..
i guess, this is us..
and i choose to keep quiet jus to see him smile like this in front of mi again..
is hard for mi..
but what is important to mi is not myself,
is dion and junde..
he will nv know..
beocs i will try my best not to let him know..
i guess, he will be alot better and happier like this..
donnoe when will be the next outing..
maybe not in any near future..
but i reali reali hope to go out like this..
jus the three of us..
alot of ppl will look at us like "woah, this young parent"
but i like it this way, becos at least to them.
we are as sweet as a family..
dion like it this way olso..
when she has a dad and mum by her side..
dion come home and talk to my dad and mum..
thou we donnoe what she trying to say..
but i know, she is a happy girl this few days..
i hope she will get well soon..
baby mummy love u..
and mummy love ur daddy alot too..
xuemin