later in the afternoon,
he will come pick us up and the three of us will be heading to zoo..
i guess, onli mi is excited about it..
i charged my camera..
i am prepared..
jus becos is him..
today i had my lunch wit my boss..
we talk about work and we talk about my love life..
she is quite concern.
becos she too wans mi to be a happi girl..
she told mi i am young still, don have to jus get tied up by daughter and restrict guys in my life..
and she told mi, is still so obvious that i still love him..
even if i didnt say, she says she knows..
she ask mi y, and i say there is no right or wrong..
there isnt a reason..
and she hear mi talk, she says, jus becos of him..
i had give myself a hard time..
jus becos of dion, i have to give in..
jus becos of dion, i have to see him..
jus becos of dion there will nv be a end in my love to him..
but he won get to know this..
even he is left wit nth, even he onli love himself..
even if he get married one day..
even he might forget dion and mi..
even he might say he donnoe us,
i won and cant be able to stop loving him..
i held back my tears during the talk wit boss..
she says, i am independent at my age..
i am mature enough..
but i should have my own happiness, jus becos i am a gd girl..
i donnoe why, she spot on my feelings..
but i am sry, i couldnt take in any advices..
i jus love him so much..
i know i hurt myself this way..
but love is like this..
i can say, i am silly..
i am tupid..
but is all for him..
no one would know how amazing he is..
but i know, the one i love in the start, is already gone..
even if he change so much..
i can onli say, he still holds a important place in mi...
dion had a slight fever..
teething again..
but she is better..
had her medicine and now aslp..
waiting for tml when her dad come..
i too wanna take a rest..
i am tired..
gd nite all..
gd nite mr poh, princess poh..
xuemin