had a happy and great day today..
all gd thing happen to mi..
i pass my
FTT and took my PDL..
and i have book my first practical on the 9th or april..
and yes..
i am having a class gathering on that day olso..
so well..
no choice..
and i had dion new name..
haben decide which one to take..
becos i had to choose 1 out of the eight..
so couldnt announce yet
i stayed at home after i came back..
and played wit dion and even disturb her..
i jus couldnt stop saying i love her..
the shi fu told mi..
after i decide on dion name..
i have to write 108 times in the paper given and bring it to temple to burn it..
so dion, rmb how much mummy will to give u..
hope i get gd returns from u too..
i wonder, when i am old..
will u willing to write 108 time of my name for mi..
hahahx..
i can only say..
whatever i do will be worth..
bday soon gonna end..
and i am officially 20 today..
i had only one wish to myself..
hope to get owe a car myself and move out of this hse..
but i had a small wish..
jus hope daddy and princess will be healthy and happy..
i hope is not much..
tml gonna bring dion to fidgets to play..
daddy couldnt pick us up as he has to go office first..
we jus wanna grab time to spend tgt as a family for dion..
so i told him i could bring dion there myself..
so he can come meet us..
i hope dion is gonna have a gd time..
dion is so gonna love it..
i jus feel like smiling when i imagine daddy chasing dion..
i don mind jus standing aside to watch them..
becos i am happy when both of them are..
this is my love to them..
i don call it noble..
but i call it giving in..
i no longer can give in to someone else except him and dion..
i no longer can treat anione else wit this kinda of heart..
no longer gonna accept animore guys in my life..
i can be sure..
for the next 10 yrs..
i might only love him..
how hard i tell myself i wanna give up..
i couldnt..
he is jus shadow..
he doesnt wanna leave mi alone...
so even i might get hurt by him again.
i still have to admit that he stand a very important place in mi..
my staff ask mi this qn..
"do u think is worth? do u think he is worth ur love?"
yes.. he is..
he is a very nice bf..
he is a very nice guy, but he jus wanna act cool..
he has a kind heart..
he is my best bf i ever had..
thing might have change.
but he didnt change much..
he jus couldnt accept himself being a dad and couldnt committed to be a husband..
but he actualli is a nice dad and a nice husband..
i don treat him like a bf when we are dating..
we both are like married couples..
i treat him as my husband..
well..
i am seeing him tml..
but i have to be gd to clean up my room now.
becos dion mess it up..
lolx.
will update tml i guess..
gd nite..
xuemin