do a fast blog before i head to bed..
had a bad day today..
make mi damn fucking moody..
but aniway..
work was bad..
then everything ended up suck..
after work, head to chompchomp..
to eat and marcus bought a small cake for us..
and went to yishun dam to eat..
met a unlucky person..
but well..
nth to do wit us..
and head home..
sis is confirm to be pregnant after consulting a doctor..
she is soon goin Bangkok then to bali on july for her honeymoon..
and her baby will be either nov or dec baby olso..
becos i was too pregnant on march of 2009..
and soon..
dion will be a big jiejie..
hope she stop beating ppl..
especially babies..
she throw her food when she don wanna eat..
she run the whole hse destroying everything she could..
even when it is her fault, everybody will be there sayin, "baby donnoe anithing"
but in fact...
i think dion is a very intelligent baby..
well..
donnoe who teaches her too..
but i can say..
no one gonna believe if i say she wasnt mrpoh baby..
i posted this short post on fb today mornin..
I no longer wanna confuse fate and reality..
Having dion is a fate, but losin u is a reality..
I spent 3yrs on waiting for a no return.. I don wanna spend another 3 yrs to wait for u to change.. Without u, I am still living well.. One day, someone gonna love mi like how I love u..
and guess what?
i donnoe how he can predict..
he send mi a msg in the afternoon..
telling mi he too don wanna quarrel..
then ask next month when i off.. so we can bring dion out again..
he should know when i see him, i couldnt let go..
i donnoe why..
i reali donnoe what he wants..
i too donnoe what i want..
hate it..
but there is nth i can do..
despite how hard i am gonna change and try..
i still can defeat him..
when can all this end..
when can he let us go..
when can i not suffer so much..
i am tired..
reali tired..
i don wanna wait..
i don wanna waste my youth on him animore..
i donnoe how much i am able to do it..
but i can say, i will try hard this time..
he don deserve my waiting..
xuemin