a short summary about how i spend my valentine day..
well..
after work ystd, i had a dinner wit mr zhaomin..
hahax..
thx for helpin mi buy thing i need for dion present..
head home and start DIY-ing..
i bet u all are curious what i gave dion..
i did it all the way till 4am.. and slept awhile.
i hope is clear enough for u all to see..
yes, i draw it myself..
jus a pencil, a marker(gold)
i haben complete it yet..
becos i was too tired ystd after finish these..
so slept and woke up at 8am..
have to prepare and bring dion to her check up..
but when i reach there, realize that it wasnt check up..
lolx..
is her 15months jab..
blur mummy..
so she had this jab..
and my lil brave princess, she didnt cry..
jus jerk abit when the needle are poke in..
it was kinda relieve..
i cant take it to see her in pain..
but now have to pray hard..
becos this jab will cause fever..
the nurse said it will happen 5-10 after the jab..
so i have to be real careful..
take more notice on her..
and head to causeway point..
and nice one..
mum and mi spent $200 bucks on dion..
and imagine..
my mum said she wanna buy her toys to let her learn ABC..
and that toy itself cost, 59.90 bucks..
and she saw the winnie the pooh toy..
and she likes it..
so i told my mum, "lets jus take one"
and my mum said..
nvm, take two then..
let her play..
wth?
lolx..
and that winnie the pooh cost 59.90 bucks too..
lolx..
and bought her new water bottle, new pillow sets..
and well done..
lolx..
i couldnt say no to baby dion..
but i guess, that is all i can give her..
i am tryin hard to spend more time wit her..
and a few dates for valentine was turned down..
and even when i am off, don reali like to go out unless dion is aslp..
a day-24hrs,
a week- 164hrs
a month- 656hrs..
and i can onli afford 144hrs for her..
but of course, i have to deduct my slpin time..
i tried my best already..
i am out to earn money..
but at home i tired to be a gd mum and play wit her, sing wit her, or even teach her how to talk..
my dion is a clever girl..
she speak alot now..
and even try to count 1 to 10 wit us..
not that proper yet..
but she sing and dance along wit us..
the only bad thing is she is reali pampered..
hahahhax..
i cant wait for her to go skool..
of course gonna lose time wit her..
cos i off, she will be in skool..
no choice..
but i wanna pass my driving and hope to save to get a car..
will be gd if daddy shares wit mi:P
and i can pick her to and from skool..
there is transport for her skool..
but i won be at home everyday to pick her back from skool..
but still have to pay the same price for the transport..
her first down payment has to be paid next month..
and i wanna get her pretty bags:)
new water bottle:)
new shoe for skool..
and...
hahax..
see la..
i am so excited!
lolx..
dion expenses every month is over 1k every month now..
and her dad onli pay 200 every month..
imagine the rest?
hahax..
i think have to cut down more..
my mum and dad has been spending alot on her too..
i told my mum jus now when she insist on buying the toys for her..
"when she go skool and she says she wants a LV bag, then u buy for her la..?"
and mum reply, "okie lorx.."
lolx..
wtf????
is there a logic here!??
imagine a 16 months baby girl taking a lv bag to skool..
i cant even think about it..
lolx..
have to stop dad and mum for all this..
becos we are all over pampering dion..
a baby girl that wore a slipper that cost 80bucks..
that wears a 100 bucks over dress..
what is that call?
is onli she don live in a palace..
mum uses a bonia bag to put dion stuff when we go out..
and that is so call a nanny bag..
lolx..
can! awesome..
i can see the hole in my pocket in future when dion grows..
won be small i guess..
in an hr plus more, valentine day is gonna be over..
and the whole day, after the shopping.
head home and rest..
as i don have much slp..
dion granny came to see her today..
but not her dad unfortunately..
since 3rd of feb, i guess that is when he think about dion..
so what he is wanna pay dion skool fee in 50-50 wit mi..
so what he gave 200 per month for maintenance, it wasnt enough at all for her princess daughter..
and is his responsibility..
but what i need, he is never gonna understand..
no point protecting his image infront of dion..
i no longer greet dion gd nite on behalf of him..
if he treats dion as a painting..
that as and when he wants then he take a gd look..
i am speechless..i am tired of telling him the same thing..
i am tired of pleasing him to come find dion..
in fact, he forgotten about every week twice he is allow to bring dion home to play..
and alternate week on sat bring dion home to stay..
well..
is gd this way too..
at least dion will get to see and realize herself that how important she is in her dad heart..
i think i am moving on well like this..
thou frankly, i still misses some of our past..
but i won hold back to it animore..
i have got use to single life..
like my staff asked mi,
"why u don wanna find bf?"
my reply was,
"my expectation of bf is, he cant disturb mi wit sms, cannot think of meeting mi often..
cant even expect mi to give in time for him.
and have to work and a mature guy..
and cant be possessive towards mi..
don expect mi to look after him when he is sick..
don even think of mi giving in to him.."
hahax..
and yes..
is so high that i couldnt be able to find one..
or rather, ppl will be scare by mi..
lolx..
but very very true feeling is,
have to show mi that u reali love mi even u have to wait for mi for yrs to accept..
becos i am not ready to be committed into an rs..
so better stop asking mi to get myself a guy to stable down..
my younger sis nag at mi like every 2 days..
lolx..
i know she is concern..
thx sis..
but don worry..
i have the best accompany now..
dion:)
i am wanting to get a ink on my body..
so so tempted..
awwww...
have to plan for thailand trip maybe on july or aug..
i wanted to bring dion wit mi..
becos i will miss her like hell!!!
but i bet, mum wouldnt allow..
so wait for her to turn 4 yrs old..
our whole family will plan to go taiwan..
hope i can save more so that i can pay for dad and mum too..
wanna bring them out to play but don reali wanna let them pay themself..
or can ask both sis to put in money too! lolx.
elder sis won agree..
she very calculative de..
but she saving up to go london to study..
1 more yr to take her law license..
the hse will be quiet without her la..
it will be weird when she is not around..
but i swear, sometime is gd and peaceful if she is not at home..
nagnagnag..
and i am gonna get kill if she see this post..
and i know, i have to take over to teach brother in his skool work..
okie la..
i am getting tired again even i rested whole day at home..
lastly..
happi valentine day to all:)
xuemin