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Friday, February 11, 2011 love u:)
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Time: 11:02 PM
had go through some pre schools for dion..yes, i have the intention to change dion skool...although i reali reali like the one i registered her for..but is onli one reason, directly opposite her dad her..i thought it would be safer..as the teachers and in charge are nice..and dion will have alot of frenx..and she will get to play in the playground at the school backyard..and swimming:)thou is expensive..becos is private..but i find it very comfortable in there..where i don have to worry much..i am still thinkin of changing..i still have 2 more months to consider..but read through a pre school..Excelsior International School, is raffles international school in singapore..might do a change when dion turns 3..but it will be tough for dion to re-familiarize wit ppl again..so see how ba..don wanna stress her so much..cos i believe, dion is a clever girl..i am back home early today..thou doc gave mi tml mc..i don wan the mc, but he says i have to rest more..my eyes are badly swollen..is quite painful..and today i had a slight fever..headache is still on..mum knows i am not feeling well..so don reali put dion to mi to look after..keeping a distance away from her will be gd for her..i don wanna see her get sick..i am very very tired..maybe becos of medicine...still thinking of wherede i wanna go back to work tml..thou i have an mc..tsktsk..i am thinking for the whole nite..other then zoo, what other place i can bring dion too..hahax..cant reali think of one..hopefully i feel better on that day..is my sec yr spending valentine day wit baby dion..i look forward to it..and realize, dion receive present from mi every month...and so that i can rmb her growth..i hope she will see how much i love her..and that even her dad is unwilling to change her surname..dion can make her decision when she turn 14..i am working real hard..there is two choice i guess..one is to wait for her to turn 14..second is i get married..but is quite impossible...don reali know what to do..i felt so suffocate..don reali wanna force him..but i desperately wan dion surname to be mine..ppl that think is not needed...but to mi, is very important..jus becos i gave in all for dion..is important to mi..family is quite concerned about mi being single now..has already prepared myself to stay single all the way till i die..nv gonna regret..even i might be lonely..especially when dion grow and not be able to spend time wit mi..but at least dion will be happi..i don wanna complicate her life..i don wan her to ask, "he is not my daddy, why i have to call him daddy?"i am so scare she will be angry wit mi..or thinks i am very cheap..or even call mi a bitch..is normal isnt?i mind alot about what dion were to think..sis wanna do some intro to her friend about mi..hahax..i guess, i can be able to imagine she matchmaking till i turn 30s...lolx..well..bday next month!20th bday and how can i celebrate this yr?will take leave on 10th, 23,24,25th march..10 is for my basic theory..and 23rd,24th,25th is for bday and rest..i deserve a gd rest isnt it?well..and D&D coming up on arpil..well..another yr will end very soon i guess..everything happen is jus like ystd thing..but i am older..lolx..reali thx him for giving mi dion..and thx dion for giving mi happiness..i guess, it is enough like this..i won ask for more wit her around...and as for him..i wish him all the best..becos i wanna move on now..i breath hard now..and every steps i take, i try to let go the past...so one day.. he will be gone in my heart too..xuemin
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