post a short post before i slp..
my last off day before cny..
and i spent the whole day wit princess again..
and watching 下一站,幸福..
i watch it already.. but this is the third time i repeat watching..
becos i feel, it has my feeling inside..
so true but different..
and well..
i am like the main actress..
jus wanna love him without askin his return..
even this will continue forever..
i nv wanted him to be back to mi..
and still believe, letting him off to look for his happiness, is still the thing i will do over and over again..
call mi foolish, or even stupid..
but if u all know him, u all should be able to understand why i love him so much..
he is stubborn, he is tupid..
he is hot tempered..
he is temperamental..
he is not as caring..
he is not as sincere..
he is not as romantic..
he is not handsome..
he is very troublesome..
picky and selfish guy..
and i guess, i love him for all this..
nobody except his mum gonna love him as much as i do..
but he nv gonna know..
becos i will not allow him to know i love him that much..
he gave mi baby jayken..
he gave mi baby dion..
that is all the best i had wit mi in my life..
posted this two sentence in my fb..
我不否认,没有你的日子我一点都不幸福。。。
但是我可以承认,决定离开你是因为我很爱你。。。
就算全世界的人包括你都不明白我的离开是为了什么,
我有了你给我留在身边好好活下去的理由,对我来 说。
这就够了。:)
and i mean it..
i swear..
it is from the bottom of my heart..
i miss him alot..
alot more then what i can take it..
but i will tolerate..
i will, becos he don like to see mi..
xuemin