jus did perming today:)
and is awesome!
i am happy this few days..
maybe gd thing happen in work..
and at home, everyone in the family is nice to each other..
and him..
it olways had to be him to bring my joy..
and cant forget..
my princess dion..
enjoy the new yr party ystd..
and took over 200 plus pics..
boss had a prize giving..
and gave mi the best performance award wit a disney wallet..
and lucky draw for gift exchange from our boss..
first is a dkny bag that cost 400 plus..
second is a casio camera exilim..
and third is a esprit bag..
i was quite lucky..
to get drawn for the 2nd prize:)
hahax..
i have a new camera..
which make it my new toys..
hahax..
young lady boss gave mi a ella purse for xmas present..
and all the small lil thing i won from games during party..
and it is great..
reali reali nice to have bosses and a manager that look after mi so well..
they see my capability..
they gave mi chances to prove myself..
they are reali nice to all staff..
i am lucky indeed..
to have such a wonderful life like this even without him..
i olways have alot of ppl who like mi jus the way i am..
and greatly thx to them alot..
will post abit of the pics i took from the party..
we all enjoy so much..
had a buffet wit crabs that boss specially order for us..
thx alot for their hardwork to let us all enjoy..
we will wait for the next gathering for k singing time:)
and april for our dnd..
have to work hard for cny first..
and all of us will show our best for the company..
he had sms mi ystd..
didnt reali expect..
but i reali hope he could make the first move..
he didnt say sorry..
but he know he is wrong somehow..
he say he misses dion..
he say everyone in his family misses or princess..
i know that well..
he say he hope i can allow them to see dion..
he say pls..
without a sec thought..
my replied is sent..
"okie"
i can nv say no to him..
becos i love him alot..
alot more then what i can say..
but he nv will know..
becos is a secret between mi, my blog and my readers..
and dion..
i secretly told dion that mummy love u and ur daddy alot..
i hope he reali can change..
i hope he can be a better daddy..
i hope he will nv know that i still love him..
i jus feel that i love it the way like this..
mi and him can nv be back to the past..
can nv gonna have a better future..
but least i jus wan him to make my day jus like this wit a smile..
one simple sms, one sms that can talk to mi nicely..
i am reali happy..
not becos of mi, but even becos of dion..
i jus wanna see his change..
i jus wanna see him love dion like how i love dion..
i jus wanna see him happy..
even the one by his side is not mi..
even how much he hate to see mi..
i still love him as much as he hates mi..
he will have a gd girlfriend by his side..
he will eventually get married one day wit girl he love alot..
he will then have his own children other then dion..
and i will bring dion away from them and live our own life after that..
i jus wan him happy..
becos i love him alot..
this is so much i can do for him..
this is so much i can hang on without him..
thou i will be sad, even my tears gonna rolled down once again..
but when he is happy, i am..
dion is sooooooooooooooooo crunky..
she torturing mi and my mum..
lolx..
but!
i love her alot!
how much more can i not love her so much..
i predict the hardship she will have to go through when she is abit older..
not becos i don have enough money for her..
is becos she has to take ppl gossiping about her parent..
i am sry baby, mummy reali cant do anithing to that...
but i swear to give u the best till ppl have no right at all to say and gossip about u..
i am sure..
daddy will give u the best too..
mummy and daddy
will nv gonna let u suffer..
jus becos, u are the only one who deserve the best..
u did nth wrong to have a broken family..
it wasnt u who lead to daddy and mummy break up..
is mummy not gd enough for daddy..
u are my precious..
u are my sweetheart..
u are my laughter..
u are my whole world..
u are my life..
i will make the whole world envy that dion is a happy princess..
i hope u won find a rich guy when u grow up..
becos if they are like ur daddy, u have to suffer like mummy too..
mummy don wan u to find a rich guy..
becos even u have not enough money..
i will be willing to give u all i have..
i jus wan u to find a gd and nice guy like how ur dad use to be..
but mature enough to take responsibility..
when u see this post..
i hope u understand my feeling..
mummy jus wan u to be happy too..
i can give in all i can jus for u and ur daddy..
loving someone is like this..
without asking for return of benefit..
i jus wanna exchange for a simple and real smile..
hope one day, ur daddy can grant u a "family" day to zoo as he mention..
becos u deserve a day like this too..
having to work tml..
went to visit jayken last few days..
i told him i am happi..
so hope he is olso..
so well, gd nite..
gd nite pjd..
gd nite pohxiangqin..
xuemin