wanna quickly blog and head to bed..
bringing dion to swim in the mornin..
baby dion is a veri fortunate girl
i think the world isnt prefect..
most babies has a complete family..
but they are born poor..
some are living in an unhappy family..
but i as a single mum..
trying to give my princess the best that i can...
at my young age..
right before i step into adult life..
i become a mum and being force to move on..
when i wishes my marriage and children will be in a prefect plan..
but it didnt..
i nv had a chance to put a long gown and accept ppl wishes..
i nv had the chance to spend my whole life wit the person i love ever again..
the only thing i have now is dion..
if dion don know, i put in everything jus to have her out to this world..
and i gave up everything jus to see her smile..
i am not noble..
but i love her alot..
humans need food to live on..
i need dion..
she nv fail to bring my heart back to track..
seeing her every mornin make it a gd start of my day..
i doubt even her dad can understand that..
becos he nv willingly spent time wit her like this..
dion wears branded..
dion has alot of disney collection staff..
dion ate her congee wit expensive ingredient..
dion has 6 pairs of walking shoes jus becos she started her first steps..
dion wore different clothes everyday..
dion has toys that can stack up to two big boxes till her granny threw some away..
dion has everything that is not needed..
that is what makes her a princess..
without a family, can dion survive?
will dion leave mi one day jus becos her dad is richer.
i am working hard all day long..
earning all money i can jus becos i wan dion to stay by my side..
i don wanna lose..
especially to him..
at least by the time, i am proud to announce that i earn the money on my own..
but he still using his family money..
at least dion will be proud of her mum..
at least she will not leave mi..
i am not pretty..
but i wanted to look gd..
at least dion's friend can praise her having a capable mum..
baby, mummy trying my veri best..
i don wan u to return mi anithing..
i jus wan u to grow up as happily as u can..
i jus wan u by myside..
till the day i die..
if u don wan mummy, no one would be there for mi already..
i hope u are able to read this post today..
mummy jus wanna tell u, i love u alot..
my job as a mum..
a excellent mum, shouldnt complain of being tired..
i wan everything to end soon..
but he seems to be knowing what i wanna tell him and he is running away from mi..
if he is so reluctant to talk..
i can only go back to court..
giving him a very last chance to talk peacefully..
and seriously, this time i mean it..
don dare mi..
xuemin