a short post before i take my med and rest..
took half day ustd to consult a doc..
but today was becos of some thing about brother..
i am so disappointed by brother..
but that is growing up i guess..
jus hope he learned his lesson.
went to fetch dion at her dad hse before i came home..
and i know that dion's grandparent was unhappi for some reason as i fetch dion home that early..
how much i wanna tell them not to look for dion ever again..
but i didnt..
jus stay firm and tell them that i wanna bring dion home...
at some reason i am wrong..
but i am dion mum..
the one who has been responsible to dion is only mi..
so in other words..
nth wrong..
i have the right to decide where dion should be..
dion started walkin..
and she seems to be running most of the time..
is tiring..
but is fun..
hahax..
i cant wait to bring her to zoo..
i cant wait to bring her out shopping..
i am sick, and dion baby knows..
so she is quite gd in times when she see mi tired..
whenever she sees mi, she greet mi wit her smile..
and as she come closer to mi, she reaches out her hand to ask mi to hug her..
no one can ever break the relationship of mi and her..
i had decided in things..
i had decided to give it a last try..
begging him to leave mi and dion life..
despite how much i love him..
i will leave him too..
i don wanna break my daddy heart agian..
as he love dion alot..
everybody in my hse love dion..
and my dad..
who supported mi when i need someone to stand by mi..
i broke his heart once when i allow dion surname to be wit him..
and i don wanna do that again..
give mi a few weeks to get myself prepared..
how do i talk to mr poh to make him leave..
and this time..
i am not gonna be softhearted..
i promise..
jus for the new life mi and dion is gonna have..
wanna change dion name too..
myself?
i guess..
well..
i let go of some thing that use to be in my heart for so long..
don get use..
but i will try my best...
xuemin