was busy the whole day becos of dion 1st yr mini celebration..
lookin after dion whole day today..
jus to let my mum be able to concentrate in preparing her things..
i find it veri gd that i am able to spend whole day wit her today...
and happi that she wanted mi more..
at least truly, i know that dion knew i am her mummy..
the first person she call, is "papa"
which i find it awfully irritated..
he wasnt here in her 1st yr growth..
but why!?
the reason is so simple..
becos my mum taught her too..
and the other women..
i don have to say,u ppl should noe who i a refering too ba..
but nvm..
since thing has done.
there is nth i can do..
whoever dion called first, what minds is wherede the person deserve anot..
dion will know one day de..
i have decided to give myself till 21st yr old..
tolerate them for 2 more yrs.. or rather less then 2 yrs..
and when i turn 21 yr old..
i am not gonna be softhearted..
and gonna take him up to court and demand a huge maintenance fee and make them get lost in my sight..
i am sry..
but i find it rather disgusted when ur mr poh mum told my mum that he injure himself so he couldnt make it today..
but my frenx saw him a few days ago outside..
i told u all before, my social life is big..
i don have to ask, ppl will tell mi..
if u fuckin say dion is important..
in such a big day of hers, u didnt turn up..
i expected it le..
but didnt expect u all to lie..
now even his mum..
be ready for the day i turn 21st..
and save up more..
my huge amount means, for dion's 18th yr growth..
so i will demand that big amount which i am sure, is nth to ur family..
but maybe it will make ur family finance abit tight thou..
becos is not gonna pay monthly, is gonna be straight away..
no room for negotiation..
and don think of meeting mi out to talk about it again..
becos, the onli time i will meet u will be in court..
and make sure u pay for what i lost and dion's..
i hate lies..
but u nv heal my words..
so that is it..
well, continue..
today celebration was bit bored in the morning to evening..
as all family members haben reach..
so well..
waited and spent time wit dion playin and disturbing her..
dion is such a sweetheart..
and she pick up brush first and then book next..
hopefully she will be a somebody one day when she grows..
i am sure i will work my life away jus to earn alot more for her..
pay for everything i can for her..
becos she is my life..
i am tired le..
working tml..
so well..
i will update again..
nite world:)
xuemin