i wanna blog a short one before i rest..
all my staff are telling mi that i look extremely pale and sick..
i haven recover from my cough, flu and giddiness..
3 weeks ler..
it make no improvement..
didnt take mc to rest as i know that company is damn busy recently..
and i have to be there..
working and working..
but somehow i feel, i am not hardworking enough..
a job as a supervisor..
not easy..
and i think what i did is still not up to my own expectation..
i have to try harder..
finally, my staff are seeing mi a better leader now..
but i still think i am not gd enough..
haix..
alt of ppl has been warning mi about my health le..
and i know, i reali need a gd rest..
idk what is happening to mi..
frequent headaches and giddy..
and gonna be veri busy in amk outlet recently..
tml there will be a promotion.. a buy one get one free promo..
and there will be crowds..
and i am fully in charge of it..
and after that will be goin to another outlet to train staff..
and then on the 8th amk atrium starts.. and i am in charge of the setting up.. so gonna be there since 8.30am..
finally after 6days of workin then my off..
zzz..
freakin tired..
and i wanna hug my dion now..
but she is aslp..
:(
i hope dion can stay wit mi forever..
baby, mummy will olways love u..
i read about a story of a man, dislike his mum jus becos his mum onli has a eye..
and he find his mum embarrassing..
and when he got married wit his wife and had children..
his mum didnt even get to see her grandchildren..
but end up..
he went back to his hometown for a gathering..
but his mum died..
left him a letter..
and told him the truth..
it was all becos, he misbehave when he was young and lost one of his eye.
and his mum gave him hers..
but still despite all that his son has did to her, she is still proud becos he gets to see a bigger world then her..
the love of a mum is olways this noble..
and i swear, i will do the same as this noble lady..
i am willing to scarifies for dion if anithing gonna happen to her..
jus becos she deserve to grow up and see the world too..
even if i might lose my life..
i will risk anithing to make her safe..
i wo wanna give up on my lil sweetheart becos i am the one who said to have her out..
so it become my responsibility..
baby dion, if u get to see this when u grow, pls rmb that mummy love u alot..
alot more then myself..
a smile from u, is every part of my hardwork..
ppl telling mi "ur baby girl so cute, so cheerful"
and this point mus be like mi, becos i am olways cheerful compare to ur daddy..
no one else gonna harm u..
becos mummy will nv gonna make u suffer..
i know is pampering u..
buyin all thing that u do not need..
giving u all the best of everything..
and soon gonna put u in the best skool for ur education..
i am not like other mummy, who onli think that their babies need them now..
so they rather work part time then full time using their babies as an excuse..
i rather spent all my time workin, becos u are still young..
and i will be out to earn as many money for u..
and spend more time in future wit u..
study and go shopping wit u..
i reali wanna bring u overseas to study from young.. and i work over there..
i am sure, is gonna be the best plan i ever had..
and i will work harder to bring u overseas to study from young..
not gonna come back her for yrs and let u grow up there till when mummy is old.. and u are able to earn..
we are gonna be happy..
without the existence of ur dad and his families...
but of course..
have to be back to visit ur wai gong and wai po..
and ur ah yi's and jiujiu..
i noe is not gonna be easy..
but no matter what..
i will do what i said..
i will bring u away from singapore to start a new life..
onli mi and u(:
xuemin