i reached home at 10.30! hahahx
didnt know i was so early when i close shop at 10pm..
lolx..
had my dinner and decide to blog abit..
today heard a gd news finally..
my staff baby should be able to come out to see the world..
as she went for another check up..
and was not as bad as what the kkh told her..
phew..
but still gave her urgent leave till wed then come back to work..
thou my schedule is veri tight becos of her sudden leave..
but i understand and willingly took in her place..
my pregnancy for dion wasnt easy too..
jus becos i had a miscarriage..
doc told mi that i might not be able to keep the baby at first..
becos if i insist, i might lose myself and baby..
but veri grateful that mi and dion is safe now..
becos i had to consume both chinese and western med..
so i believe, miracles happen..
i was so worry about her..
but felt relieve when she called mi and tell mi that she is able to come back to work after 2 days..
she need to sort her feeling first..
i immediately ask her to eat well and rest well...
mus be so bad for her recently..
tml gonna end work early..
as west mall having renovation:)
but gonna be so busy tml..
4pm close shop and have to finish packin at 8pm..
i am sure to be strict tml..
i think i change..
but my staff do understand that i have too..
becos i have to be like my manager more then being a gd person who is okie wit everything..
if i didnt scold them..
my manager and bosses will be the one having problems..
but till now..
i am reali glad that all my staff are veri nice..
they see my capability..
they see my hardwork..
so they tryin hard not to give mi ani problems..
as they know i am handling alot of things..
boss praise mi..
but i wanted myself to praise myself in doin a even better job..
but till now..
it haven reach my expectation yet..
so well..
work hard chin xuemin..
hahax..
dion has being soooooo crunky..
she woke up at 5am jus to play!
lolx
so cute horx.
and my mum didnt wake mi up to help her..
i don mind being tired..
but i am sry that i couldnt help her..
and let her rest instead..
have to wait till tml when i come back from work and off on tues:)
i will work harder to earn more to repay what my parents did..
sometimes i may be angry wit them..
but i love my family:)
nv ani lesser u stop appearing in my mind..
but is a gd thing..
as it motivates mi to smile and work hard..
sometime i may be angry wit u..
sometime i may scold u..
sometime i may be veri veri upset becos i didnt get to see u..
becos i love u alot..
i don wanna move, jus wanna rmb all those memorize u gave mi..
even it is a dream..
it is as prefect..
everything about u seems so prefect in mi..
ur attitude sucks..
ur bad habits sucks..
ur temper is bad..
u tends to be veri over protective..
u donnoe how to sweet talk..
u jus wan mi to compromise u all the time..
but i love it all..
i am willingly being control by u..
i am willingly to clean up ur room
i love u when u try to be hard on ur words but u meant it another way..
i am willingly to compromise u..
and i know, this few things nv gonna change..
i olways say "why should i give in to him"
but i know myself..
i am nv gonna do all..
valentine day last yr..
i ask him what he is giving mi..
he say NTH, not even flowers..
he say he would only bring mi to have a dinner and go home to hug mi to slp..
lolx..
i have to work till 7.30pm at vivo RACHAELG
and he finishes his work at 5 plus..
he called mi..
tell mi to wait for him at vivo..
and i am happi as i thought his plan is to pick mi up..
lolx..
but no..
he told mi "i going there to pass my salon their stuff"
lolx..
and i was like WTF! ahahahx
but aniway..
he came to my shop first..
and he onli carry a bag of stuff for the salon there..
he came back after awhile..
and he surprise mi wit flowers..
but this tupid boy, he complain is expensive..
lolx..
he had nv given flowers to girls before..
so i may be the first one to receive flowers from him..
lolx..
but is veri sweet even he won say..
but all he wans is to give mi the best..
he brought mi to eat my fav tian ji zhou..
and head home and hug mi tight that nite..
i rmb so clearly..
everything about him...
i love to irritate him becos i wanted his attention more then his games..
hahax..
but i will give a sad face and don talk to him, he will automatically come to bed to hug mi..
but after awhile he will be back to his games.. and this time round..
want mi to sit beside him to watch him play..
lolx..
it was the best part of my life to met him and the turnover in my life..
if letting him go, free-ing him is consider as my plan..
i should be the one who deserve to be punish for hurting him badly before..
and be lonely till i die..
i make up my mind..
i listen to my heart..
i nv wan anione else expect him and dion animore..
him in my heart..
but dion beside mi..
he can stop loving mi..
but he can nv stop mi from loving him..
xuemin