i have been chasing my dear sis to upload the pic taken on dion bday..
she is heading to genting tml wit her husband..
hope she do it tonite..
tml is baby's dad daddy bday..
happi bday uncle..
his bday is 5 days away from dion's.
and i am olways aware of that..
as they mark down a veri important place in my life too..
they jus came to visit dion..
and same old thing, uncle is still asking mi to eat more like what 三姑told mi ystd..
but i didnt talk to junde's mum..
let thing be as it is ba..
i know i have tried..
i rmb there was this once..
junde ask mi not to blame his parent and forgive them..
he told mi this..
elderly olways want us to obey them.. so if ani chance there will be one time where we disobey.
they will think u are bad..
is true..
but the gauge is olways there as i reali use to respect and like her alot..
i won wanna do anithing animore..
i jus ask for a peaceful life wit dion..
i hope they can grant mi..
i hope they willing to free mi..
i feel so numb..
loving him make mi feel numb..
i don think he even know that my heart is still wit him..
becos whe we face each other..
i am olways veri cold towards him..
jus like how he did to mi..
i wanted to delete his number from my contact..
but seriously, no point..
as i olways rmb his number..
jus like how he left his smile in my heart..
maybe till the day i lie in a coffin..
i will still be buried by his memorize..
i love him..
i reali do..
i wanna hug him like how i use to do..
i wanna kiss him..
i wanna tease him..
i wanna hold his hand tight till he nv let go..
becos i seriously miss every part of him..
lookin at my desktop screen..
wit his and dion pic..
i think that is all i can do..
i nv wanna add myself in between them two...
becos i choose this broken family image..
my onli regret is he nv gonna noe i still love him afterall..
still keeping myself veri busy wit work..
and when i think of him..
i will smile still..
lookin at dion, i know he is out there working hard too.
we both working real hard for dion..
and i noe our best creation is princess dion..
mr pjd:) i wish u happiness still..
xuemin