went out and bought dion a new stroller..
so happi that she enjoy today..
as we did shopping for her..
bought maclaren quest sports in pink.
bought a strip protector for her..
mum bought dion a high chair..
and a new mattress for her playpen..
lolx..
altgt, we spent 400 plus buck..
hope dion enjoy today..
lolx..
she actualli have a slight fever..
maybe due to teething..
hmmm..
quite worry as her body is quite weak..
but afterall, she is closely monitor by mi and mum...
sometime i reali do wonder, how much dion changes my life and my family..
jus becos of her, dad change and be so funny and dote her like his own..
becos of her, mum stop all her bad habits..
becos of her, i change and be more responsible to thing i do, work hard and jus thinkin about future of hers to be a gd one..
i tried..
i am still tryin..
ppl cant see my hard work..
but i don care..
i believe, one day.. my effort will be seen by ppl out there who dislike mi..
there are so many ppl who hate mi..
so many that doesnt like mi.
so many ppl that have so many stories for my past..
but i can onli say, the truth is still in mi..
no point i explain becos if these ppl wan to see mi fall, they will think that i am giving excuse..
jus becos i am a single mum.. and ppl will think that i have sex wit thousand of ppl out there..
the toughest thing for a single mum is not to work hard and earn for babies..
is ppl try their ways to shame u..
i don have to feel sad thou.
cos the onli thing in the whole world that will make mi fall is dion..
i am strong, i am independent..
becos when no one is there to teach mi how to handle all sort of situation..
i force myself to learn and grow and then change..
and ya, i am proud to say..
i succeed..
i can even be proud to say, i am even strong then a man in ways..
i don give up in thing i wan..
and i don like half way things too..
so everything i do, i will olways maintain a 100 marks..
i am not prefect..
but tryin to be prefect, at least i will live without regret..
so ppl out there who dislike mi, tryin to give nasty comment..
i can onli say, nth about what u all said gonna pull mi down..
as i said, i do believe in karma..
i lead a bad life..
but at least god still dote on mi..
becos ppl who bully mi, NV gonna end in gd ways..
when i was preg and ppl gossiping..
one of the aunty died a few days later after a fall..
a guy who said mi, and next few days, he was admitted into hospital and stays in coma..
but whatever u all wanna say..
i jus wanna say this..
THERE IS OLWAYS NTH WRONG BEING A SINGLE MUM..
being a single mum doesnt make us a prostitutes..
so how do u all define those sperms donators?
why everything u all said was onli to single mums, but not those guys who is irresponsible?
at least we as a single mum took up the whole responsible for a new life and reali suffer more ourself..
but what about those guys who was free after makin a women preg!?
whatever u all wanna say, don talk about how dion gonna be when she grows...
cos dion is gonna be a strong girl like her mum..
and as i say, if one day..
if she will to get herself preg and ditched..
i as her mum, promise and swear to be by herside..
when i needed her, she was olways her wit mi..
when she needed mi, i won leave her..
the whole world can look down on mi.
but i am proud of myself as a gd single mum..
xuemin