i have been watchin the video for maybe more then 30 times today..
and i am not sick of it..
i am tired at work today..
but i smile still jus becos of dion..
i am proud of myself to make this video for her..
jus becos the sweetest thing is in the memorize that i nv missed..
she has grown up so much..
she is onli around half of my arm length.
and now..
nearly half of my body height..
somehow i need her so much..
i am so freakin tired in work..
nearly couldn't take the stress given to mi..
i thought of her..
an wanted her so much by myside..
i cant complain..
becos i am workin hard becos of her.
i die for work..
but i live for dion..
i cried..
for this once at least after seeing the video..
my hardship, everything i been through is worthy the pain..
she worth my tolerance, she worth my tears. and she even worth my smile..
baby princess, have u had ani idea, how important u are to mummy?
without u, i reali don wanna live a sec more..
becos i cant even survive with the thought of u wouldnt be wit mi..
if one day, when u grow up..
and decide to head back to ur bio dad side..
can u wait till i die?
at least it won hurt so much to see u walkin away from mi..
mummy pls u, stay by mummy side forever..
i will work harder jus to promise u a better life..
i will give u everything i can and the best of of all u wanted..
i promise and swear to god, that u will nv gonna be replaced..
i feel like hugging u now..
xuemin