didnt slp well ystd..
but i guess that is kinda normal for mi..
and i noe, everything gonna be fine after today..
i can nv forget..
jus not meant to be..
not even what i wan..
if u say u love mi, the more u should reflect on the words u used ystd..
instead of leaving mi alone to cool down, u carry on..
somemore in fb..
afterall...
jus let it be mi..
there are no one to be blame but mi myself..
i think i am still fine now..
at least didnt cried..
i have no time for this tupid argument too..
despite how tough, life has to go on..
i reali shouldnt have believe him..
but aniway..
whatever it is..
at least we know now that we are not meant for each other now.
thx to this motor things..
words twisting here and there..
i don rmb that i start the fight by shouting..
but i nv do that in public..
ahhh, shut myself up la!
i need alot more time now..
jus take it i receive no promises before..
i know, i am looking for more excuses to avoid the pain now..
but i reali don wanna think..
maybe work is the best thing to occupy my blank mind now..
i wan and i need dion right now..
jayken came back to mi ystd nite and again, left mi tearing jus becos he cried so bitterly..
idk why, i jus feel jayken baby so unhappy..
:'(
gonna do some editing tonite.
sis is coming home to stay tonite as her wedding is 2 days away..
i am trying hard to get effected..
jus becos sis wedding mus be a success..
anticipating it for long..
my problems seems so small that i can onli keep it myself..
gonna prepare for work..
and i know is early..
but all i wan is to work now..
xuemin