well. saw the tag on my blog and makes mi think about myself once..
what makes mi break up wit that ex bf of mine..
thx to a sentence which my elder sis said to mi..
"if u wanna be wit him, no one is objecting.. but think about the future that he can give u"
something like this..
his life is workin in nite life.
his life during offday is to go out wit his frenx and every monday tuesday he will go to the atlentis to chill wit his frenx..
during world cup he bets..
i asked him this a few days before we broke up..
"do u intend to change work environment?"
or something like this..
he say he love his job..
well..
and i noe, sticking wit this guy won make mi ani happier..
being wit him i change..
i am so addicted to clubs jus becos he works at rebel..
i change and be a bad mum..
i don wan my daughter to be like mi so i broke up wit him..
nowadays, before i do anithing.. i will ask myself this
"am i letting dion down?"
so i clearly noe the different between my ex bf and current bf..
i don wanna make ani comparison.
my life now, wake up play wit dion before work..
head for work..
and home..
unless my sweetheart come and meet mi to fetch mi home.
other then that we didnt meet.
my off day..
as usual, woke up play wit dion..
and went to outlet to collect stock.
and my baby acc all the way(:
a movie and home..
no clubs, no alcohol
jus work, dion and my baby..
i love my life now.. alot more then how i was when i was wit that guy..
i moved on..
jus becos he nv gonna change..
and that makes him not worth my waiting..
a guy can change mi is guy tat understand mi..
and gladly, my bf understand mi so well.
a guy that wanted to be a prefect bf for mi..
a guy who wans to be the best bf/husband that i nv gonna have..
a guy who will get worried when i didnt reply his sms for 5 hrs jus becos i am busy workin..
and apologize jus becos he felt worried and scare anithing miht happen to mi..
my silly boy say sry for being paranoid..
a bf who will sms u to remind u to wear a jacket jus becos the place where he is, is raining and ask mi not to over work.
a bf who will say we are in a serious relationship rather then an open relationship..
my mr secret..
and the reason why i don wanna say who is he, is not becos he don exist.
is becos i wan both of us to be ready...
i wanted him forever thou..
i hope he will be the one..
u ppl do have to noe..
but i am aware myself that who is gd and bad..
my bf is awesome..
is onli that he live his life like a pig..
12hrs of slp is a mus for him..
and eat alot..
(:
xuemin
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