tired..
shopping needs alot effort too..
and i am in my heels for the whole day..
but i think is awesome!
bought a blue dress for qi wedding dinner.
and gonna get myself a pair of shoe..
dion too got her shoe, 2 pairs a week..
becos she lost her first pair..
and she go out like everyday for shopping recently..
suddenly had so many new clothes. becos her dad bought her some too..
and i have to get make up set.. becos mine is gonna run out..
but influence by hubby, i don reali into dressing up myself..
he like mi being natural and simple..
baby came to meet mi awhile..
thou big reason is becos i helped him collect his spect..
and he needs it like urgently for skool..
but afterall, small part of him is to see mi..
right baby?
hahahhax.
i love u lots lots!
he should be accompanying mi tonite..
but he has a important presentation tml..
so no choice..
i miss him badly..
jus now before he left mi to meet his frenx, he didnt kiss mi gdbye..
but we are in the lift wit so many ppl around..
lolx..
i noe recently we has been spending abit lesser time wit each other..
mainly is becos i am olways tired..
work ties mi down to the max..
i am sry not being able to spend equal time wit u compare to work..
but i did try to spend more time wit u and dion tgt..
and my family members..
and i noe u have being trying to do ur part as a hubby...
meet mi whenever u can..
i don wan ur time all for mi..
becos u have ur family and frenx too..
i jus need more of ur understanding, trust and love..
i am reali sry baby..
but my work needs mi alot..
i wanted to see u like everyday too..
spend time wit u like everyday..
but before we get married, and stay tgt as a happi family..
we have to work harder to prove to ppl that we are able to be happi and capable to set up a home for our children and future..
so meantime, u study hard.
i work hard..
till u start workin and save up for life..
we cant do much:)
and i believe, 10 yrs later..
our children will be proud of us workin so hard for them..
rite baby?
we have the rest of the life time tgt..
but youth nv wait and stop for us to grow..
i don like to do things without planning.
i don like ppl who doesnt work hard when they say..
i don like ppl to be lazy and jus do thing that they like in life..
important route in life is choose by ourself..
ppl who onli slps, play, and choose to work night life jus becos they love it..
ppl who say he or she will work hard, but in the end didnt do what they say..
ppl who onli trys to gossip about ppl and they are infact nth gd and awesome to this world..
yes, i do go clubs, or should i say, i use to go clubs alot..
but i still attend and report to work..
and i even woke up a few hrs before work start to acc dion..
i still doin my job as a mum to feed dion well.
nv i let her suffer before..
her check ups, i am olways there..
i didnt put her at other place jus becos i feel tired or stress..
is seriously an excuse of not being responsible enough..
what work or study? lolx.. like as if other mums are not workin or studying..
then complains about children not close wit themself..
i had this effort of wakin up early even i go clubs okie..
so what else?
whatever la..
i jus noe that my life is so much better..
have to plan the next gathering for company..
and staff are askin mi to plan for clubbin too..
becos they are all mostly malaysian..
well..
hubby said he don mind..
i jus felt i will be tired for club..
and next day everybody go to work so tired..
boss gonna nag at mi again!
hahahx
should i?
lolx..
i am gonna go rest ler..
shop hard today.. and worst is bringin crunky lil princess..
hahax..
she seriously over active...
lolx..
i am perhaps too old for it le..
but i still love her soso much..
and hubby k. loh
lolx..
xuemin