jus saw baby blog about mi..
was thinkin, should i stop being such a workaholic..
is not wrong but somehow health matters alot more..
i am so tired and nv had enough rest..
but the most i can do is still try to eat more not to build my body..
after birth i am still consider weak..
and my back began to hurt again..
i think my old wounds is hurting jus becos of wearing heels constantly everyday..
i noe i shouldnt, but as a leader, i have to be more presentable isnt it?
i am so sick of outside food..
i am so sick of traveling..
but my job requires mi to do that.
which make mi feel that cup noodles is so much nicer then outside food..
and makes mi wanna obtain my licence fast enough to cut short my traveling time..
but nth gonna be easy..
espically when ppl work afew days and tell u they don wanna work..
or even ppl keep takin mc and leave or even childcare leave..
i have a baby myself but i still manage to be more responsible to work.
doesnt mean i don love dion..
but is jus that, i jus wanna work more harder for her future..
and jus becos i am the youngest of all in the company but as a supervisor, i have to try even harder to win staff trust that i am capable..
is reali not easy thou..
management know i am capable..
but i wan all staff to see it for themself..
i think they should know..
becos even on my "off" day, they see mi..
have to ensure that every outlet things goin on well, enough stocks and inner stuff..
have to ensure that no customers complains..
and now, white sand closing down soon..
i makes mi even busier..
i have to pack all stocks from white sand ad unpack at all others again..
my staff seems to be so depend on mi..
jus becos i do everything..
i am a perfectionist..
which makes my expectation higher..
so if they didnt do a gd job, i will say them off..
to prevent conflict, that is the best..
but somehow they got so use..
even part timer can say, "my job is onli serving customer" to another senior staff..
*shakehead*
afterall..
i still love my job, still love working wit all staff..
and hubby is worry, jus becos i am tired, exhausted..
somehow i got so use to busy life..
and my brain started to work healthly again..
well..
thx hubby for fetching mi from work and be there when i need u :)
goin play wit dion awhile!
lolx..
and goin outlets to collect schedule.
aniway, to dion's dad..
u are not the onli one who is busy..
i am even busier then u!
becos dion is mostly excluded from ur life..
if makin a few hrs so difficult for u!
then seriously don come and disturb our life..
don tell mi u hit ur sales target EVERY MONTH!
don tell mi u work so hard for r sales when u don even care about it..
and the onli excuses u noe how to tell mi is, "starting of the month veri busy"
then should i teach her to call my bf daddy instead?
work is important, but dion?
when u said u love her? when u plead mi to give u chance to be a dad..
have u ever wonder how responsible u should and must!
still wanna take dion birth cert from mi..
and what the hack u all doin..
i am not dumb to pass it to u..
not even a copy of it..
i find it dumb enough to still stay in contact wit u..
might as well get a maintenance every month from u and jolly well get lost from our life..
giving u the veri last chance..
jus becos u didnt do what u said to mi..
and about ur mum.. she aint suppose to interfere in ANITHING ABOUT DION!
but she fucking did..
so i am real giving a last final chance..
if not, see u up to court and nth else to say ler..
this is our agreement.. don blame mi to be harsh on u..
is such a shame that u nv grow..
is such shameless when u nv learn from mistake..
jus like my dad say, 200 every month so less, do u think my family cant afford?
and i didnt ask more either..
when u break promise again..
and when agreements is broken, u should noe what am i gonna do..
i rmb i did warm u about it..
don try to take advantage of it..
xuemin