it shouldnt be this way..
and jus becos of a sms, i felt so suffocated..
i noe so well that, i am not a gd mum and a gd gf..
and i blame myself so much for being such a workaholic.
but i have my responsible to hold..
my job, and dion as well.
i olways thought u are the one who is able to understand mi..
i olways thought u know that i am different..
be it character, physically and mentally different from all ur ex..
i olways thought u won complain..
and i am wrong..
is tough..
reali tough..
u onli has to hold on to mi and studies.
and i have to hold on to work, dion and u..
i am not a superwomen..
but neither i complain..
becos all is my love..
i love my job, i love dion and i love u..
what can i do..
i am tired..
by work..
i olways thought u are able to see how tired i am..
i thought we had said before..
we are onli against time..
but it seems like we cant be able to figth against it..
are we?
xuemin