i have to rest early..
so post a short post and heading to bed..
waiting for my pig to sms mi for a chat..
i slept at 5.30am and woke up at 8.30am
nice one..
and now had something to rant abit..
mr poh..
seriously u failed all in being a "dad" of dion
u should noe my expectation is high to u..
jus becos of all u promised!
aiya.
all bullshit la..
i find my baby being caring towards dion more then u..
so what is from ur sperm..
like wtf!
last week. came "see" her..
fuckin 10 mins onli is call visitation..
whatever la..
since u broke promise again and again and i don have to be nice to u..
i am not gonna tolerate in anithing..
all of u has to listen to my ways about dion..
not i listening to u..
becos seriously, i owe u all NTH!
i don have to give in again and again..
as from the start.. having a dad or not, to dion is nv a problem..
and even thou i promise u i won change dion's surname if u do what u say..
but i decided to change and stop contacting ur family the day i am married in future..
if u think ur family deserve dion call u all granddad, mum and daddy or even aunty..
i have to say, NO!
i won continue updating u about dion..
u wan u ask. if not come up and see her more..
don blame anione in my family jus becos dion hurt herself when she is being such active..
what u all even did for her to scold ppl..
hope u all noe that u all don have ani right..
i feel so sick and tired or u all la..
today run outlet and baby acc mi to amk to transfer stock..
so nice of him.:)
i love him alot..
enjoy my time wit him too..
despite being sick.. tired and even stressful about work..
he is olways here for mi..
and if u all can realize..
i am beginning to settle down..
not all man or guy can make mi do it..
but i wan to be a prefect gf to him..
that is my expectation to myself..
jus becos he accepted dion without ani reason..
is the main reason that i have to give in to him too..
baby, i am trying(:
thou u didnt restrict mi to clubs, and out wit frenx..
i jus wan no reason for mi to do anithing wrong to make u angry wit mi..
u understand that i have work like everyday..
u are able to understand that i have to share equal time wit dion..
is enough for mi to be a gd girl for u..
it takes two hands to clap..
remind mi if i did something to make u angry or dislike..
i will correct myself..
thx baby for everything..
i won wan u to be wit mi or even don expect u to stay wit mi forever..
but i wan u to be happi enough..
nite nite:)
xuemin