i had a veri tired day this 2 days..
but olso a veri happi one..
wed i had meeting wit bosses and some staff.
and jus one month..
i am confirmed as a supervisor:)
they praise mi for doin excellent job..
and i can onli tell them i jus do my best..
they say that i am capable.. and i am glad that they see my hard work..
i am so proud of myself..
the life that i use to have is comin back to mi..
before i ever noe dion's dad.
before dion ever step into my life..
i am happi that i still able to have that kinda life back..
and the best part is, dion and hubby is by my side..
when i am at my worst in that day, my both love is the one who is able to bring my smile back..
i am glad that i have her and had him into my life..
there is nth i can ask for..
nth..
baby is so nice that he came to eat dinner wit mi when i am workin and waited for mi till i finish my work.
he olways allow mi to rant my unhappi things before he start to make mi smile..
he is careful wit everything that i am doin..
how i take care of myself concern him so much too..
over work makes him feel heartache..
and he olways understand mi that i need to rest early..
we will talk about how we wanted our home to be..
what kinda style we wanted in our hse.
and nv forget about dion too..
"no matter what is gonna happen, i jus wanna be wit u"
this is what baby said to mi..
and i thx him for this promise..
i hope the rest of my life, he will be the one walkin down wit mi..
sees but love mi at my worst..
and unconditionally love mi..
i am not selfish, becos he wanted mi as much too:)
today he asked mi this when we are smsin.
baby: "what if one day u try to and sms mii nvrr pick up or reply.. its like u cannot find me at all.. what will u do?
mi:" i will wait till u reply and call mi back ba.. and if it take long i will be angry and ignore u if u do that without a gd reason."
baby: "what if i got killed?"
mi: "wa! anyhow.. idk le:("
baby: "haha.. kk.. love u la baby, so dumb dumb one.."
mi: "why suddenly ask mi this"
baby: "coz i wanna know how much u care about mi, and how important i am to u, and how much u cherish this rs.. its a psychology test"
mi: "then what is the conclusion!?"
baby: "only i know.. its for my own info.. haha.."
mi: "hey.. no! say la.."
baby: "cannot.. haha.. kk i finish skool alr, i goin home rest."
mi: "tell mi la!"
baby: "a person that doesn't wanna control the urge of doin something but yet still care.. strong from the outside but soft from the inside.. very stubborn, but easily influenced by things at times.. u wanna show u care, but u control your action.. you somehow know ur limit.."
i am so happi la.. hahax..
tml gonna do some shoppin!
and yes!
hahax.. i wanna shop..
mum, dion and maybe qi..
hahax..
hubby too:)
i goin rest ler..
had a tough day today..
nite:)
xuemin