i miss him so much. so much that i reali wanna hug him.
but i noe, everything ends here.
i have to move on.
i love him is no longer a secret, but we has a lil secret to keep..
idk who else noe other then mel and ivy.
but if time rolls back, i will still wanna be wit him.
he is different from other guys i met.
18 days tgt, is not enough..
i wanted more..
i don noe how much he love mi.
i jus hope he will be happi.
glad that he is not effected.
glad that he is able to move on better then mi.
i cant say try, but i think and guess is a mus.
how reluctant i am, still won change anithing..
i wanna thx him for my 18days of happiness.
i wanna thx him for makin mi smile so much.
pls takkaire my dear..

xuemin