well..
i have no much time to blog today..
jus came back home wit dion pampers and milk powder..
i am so tired.. work ot today..
and tml i have to go shop veri early..
so veri quick reply to the person who tag my blog..

i noe who are u le..
hmmm.
lolx.
i seriously agree wit u that i am shameless.
too shameless to face my own parent if i let the family go.
u noe what..
i am fuckin earning a pay whereby is above 3k NOW!
why should i fuckin need his money to find guys to fuck and all.
hahax.
if i reali need a man to fuck, anitime, aniwhere and is free.
lolx.
hey. brainless u.
another person who think she noes veri clearly about what is happening.
yea. i am gonna meet him up to court to talk about it on the 16th.
veri clear to see he wanna give anot..
even i cant get a 1k.
i too can get at least a 700 bucks.
and is his responsible to pay..
u can fuckin help him in aniways u wan.
but let mi tell u, i am not gonna let u have ur ways.
becos I WON ALLOW ANIONE TO SPOIL MY PLAN.
how would u noe that my daddy wasnt helpin mi.
i did not ask a cent from my dad about it..
becos no matter how poor am i now.
i have alot of frenx who are supporting mi..
got it?
which i am deeply in debt and in love wit all my frenx who gave mi the encouragement.
and i will pay all to them when my life settle down when they need mi, i will sure be beside them..
do u noe what u are doin?
u are makin a joke on my blog thinkin that ppl will gonna have another mindset on mi.
but nope.
all my frenx are still encourging mi to do what i wan..
i have a veri gd twin sis and dad that has been giving mi moral support that i need.
and i don fuckin need ur tupid comment here.
no matter how u dislike, i am gonna do what i wan..
and my plan 2 will still continue as planned.
u are jus another fucker to mi..
hahax.
aniway, the agreement!
i don wanna sign?
or him?
do u wanna call up to him and ask..
hahax.
he was the one who fuckin say that "that means u don trust mi still, so why u still allow mi to see dion"
he is so gd at his words.
i feel guilty, but nv toward the family who cause my life to be like this..
jus towards ppl who love mi.
i am sure dion gonna be so proud of her mummy by doin all this to protect ourself.
i don feel over, becos compare to what they did is so much better..
the fuckin few hundreds bucks is so cheap for them..
i intend to make them go bankrupt.. if things goes smoothly..
i wanna make them feel the suffer i am goin through.
and wan them to be so sorry..
u are jus a small piece of shit to mi.
which i don even wanna care..
i am too busy to entertain u.
don like it, fuckin come up to mi and talk to mi.
but what position are u in?
make ur stand rite okie..
u wanna help him, i cant stop u.
becos the truth of everything is gonna be out somedays.
i swear if i were to lie to my readers, i will die awfully in an accident..
hahax.
are u aware how true i am.
the answer is no..
but i don care a fuck to u..
seriously..

jus met someone who i gave him up becos i don wan the girl who love him deeply to kill herself.
i felt nervous seeing him after so long again.
becos i reali reali wanna love him so much back then.
he is a perfect guy in mi.
his last words to mi is takkaire..
and i noe, we won meet again ler.
jus wish him well wit the girl.
they have been tgt alot of yrs ler.
maybe he is jus someone who jus came to my life and leave ba.
so nice seeing u, and u are still the same.
the one that everytime i see, i will feel so anxious..
idk why.
even when we are tgt yrs back.
i didnt say, but u olways gave mi this feeling.
i drop my coins and couldnt keep my change properly jus now.
is till u said gd bye to mi and i walk without turnin into the cab..
hao ba..
no more nonsense..

i said what i said.
becos i believe even thou retribution will come to mi.
i wan them(the family) taste what is call karma..

xuemin