today on mc..
flu and cough and now sore throat.
turning so bad now.
constantly drinkin for the past 1 week.
serve mi rite..
clubbing the day before was so fun..
wit my gfss..
hahhax..
i wanted more wit them.
time wit them:)
i love u girls so much!
i like it when we are the attention of all.
i like when we dance tgt.
can we like meet out every wed??
lmao!!
i am sry to all that i lost temper that nite.
is becos i care.
i am scare, i am worry that anithing might happen to u all.
till now, i felt apologetic to one of my gf.
when i noe i can stop thing from happening,
when i noe i can go down to bring her back home even if we are quarrelin.
i don wan anithing to happen to u all.
becos i love u all alot..
everytime we go out, i olways wanted to be capable to protect u girls.
at least if anithing were to go wrong, i am there.
i am not a girl who trust ppl much.
but when i say i love u all i mean it..
ppl who don deserve to be my frenx can jolly well fuck off.
example:
there is this girl call jiahui..
i olways there when she needs mi.
but everytime, we ask her out or we reali need her.
her tupid excuses is "zhiwei don allow"
WTF..
or "mummy don allow"
i had alreadi told all of my gf.
i swear, next time when she needs mi.
even her mum call to tell mi she wan commit sucide.
i won fuckin give a damn.
who will wake up in the middle of the nite and pick up a call and was told that her own frenx wanna die becos of a jerk..
and rush down to her hse all the way till mornin 6 am then slp again.
woke up at 7 plus to prepare for work.
and that is mi..
jus don fuckin get in contact wit mi.
is ashame to have a frenx like u..
so to all my gfs!
pls understand my feeling for u girls.
all i wan is to see u all safe and sound when u all are wit mi..

my bf has been real sweet ystd nite..
we didnt meet up after my work becos he was at home watchin his soccer.
and i slept when he asked mi to rest well.
till 4plus, i woke up to pee.
and i sms him..
hahax.
he call mi back and say he wan drive down to find mi..
becos he said he miss mi.
if not we onli can see each other on sun..
:(
idk how he drive la.
but 10 mins he call to say he reachin ler..
then when i met him.
he say if i didnt sms him he won come down de.
then i ask why he so gd.
he said "later u keep complain onli sunday can see mi"
WTF!
ahahax.
but ya.
i love him..
hahax.
i find him sweet, although alot of thing he didnt say.
but i noe he cares.
he cares when i was clubbing and i walk past him without even turning to look at him.
he cares when i wore a super short dress and he said it after clubbin!
hahax
he cares when i smsin wit frenx.
he cares when i say i go out wit frenx.
like how much i cares and love him.
hahax.
i jus felt so happi, dk how long can this last.
but babii, i wan it so much now.
u said u wanted my trust as what u workin gets in contact wit women.
and i told u i wanted ur trust as i am into club and drinks.
but i know u jus wan mi to be in the place where u are becos u noe that u are able to protect mi.
and SPY mi..
a guy came to ask my number and ur frenx will come tell u for sure.
hahax.
but when i have a bf, i will say no..
but u will say "is becos of my frenx are there then u won give rite"
hahax.
babii, WHATEVER U SAY.. i love u lots..
hahax.
places of where i am nv lack of guys, but i onli noe, i can onli see u in them.
i mean every single thing i say.
i will be more attentive when i walk past u during clubbing time.
to make u trust mi..

dion is teethin recently.
veri veri crunky..
and maybe becos i am sick and she is too..
haben recover. and i am gonna buy med for her again.
she grown so much ever since she is born.
i noe i had been so fuck up last week.
but all i noe, i reali need her to continue my life.
i lost baby boy, and i cant lose her.
she is my first percious, baby boy sec and bf third.
i waiting so patiently for her first teeth.
donnoe when will come out.
hahax.
she is now watchin monga wit my parent in the living room.
hahax.
i wanted bring her out de.
but mum was sayin she is unwell..
ya lorx. then too bad i guess.

hao la.
i am gonna go entertain her awhile and go back to shop to take my wallet...
i left my wallet behind!
hahhax..

xuemin