babii is out workin but he is off tml..
but afternoon he will be out for his soccer match as tml is sunday..
hahax
had a minor arguments wit him in the evening..
hahax.
is nth de la..
jus becos i posted something in fb about the hong ki i met in club before i noe him..
hhahax.
if u guys don noe what is a hong ki means, is short form for hong kong guy.
hahahx..
babii don like it. but i am seriously jokin wit frenx about goin hong kong to find him.
i don even have his number!
jus met him twice and he went back to hong kong le..
and babii got upset. i seriously thought he can take it as a joke..
i got angry onli when he said this
"nvm, later i go find one ang moh"
cb!
i so angry..
hahax..
then i jus don feel like talkin to him.
told him i don like ler still do..
i jitao tell him, don force mi go club tonite.
he say cant..
can onli go rebel.
wtf..
hahax.
but aniway.
he try to tell mi thing he say was olso a joke..
hahax.
then when chatting half way in msn, he play the tupid kiss wit mi.
make mi smile..
i am alreadi not angry le la.
but i jus wan to exchange a condition from him.
i wanna take pic wit him..
he don allow la.
cos he noe he damn ugly.
hahahx.
but jus becos i say i am angry.
but if he exchange a condition wit mi i will stop..
and he agree, onli when he style his hair then he will take pic wit mi..
hahahx..
i so clever!
hahax.
babii, love mi more okie..
i miss him alot.
he nv miss mi la.
he onli miss mi if i nv update his soccer score.
i seriously donnoe how long we can be like this.
don wanna think of the day when thing will change.
like if his family will to noe about dion.
i feel scare to think.
i reali don wanna lose him..
but if that day were to come, i won stop him from leaving..
one thing never gonna change in mi is, i won force my happiness to be wit mi..
i onli noe, i love him..
i feel so happi wit him..
he is like a happi boy everyday.
maybe is a the happiest thing that happen to mi after so long ba.
thx u babii for comin into my life.
the onli thing i can do for u is to think more for u.
u don like mi goin club in other places except rebel..
hahax.
i cant promise that i won go.
but i can onli tell u, pls trust mi that i am not that sort of women..
i am out for fun wit frenx.
but i will olways remind myself that my babii will jealous..
hahax.
i don wan u to be possessive towards mi, but i will do my job as a gf..
everything i do, or everywhere i go. i won hide thing from u de..
becos i don wan ani lies in us.
i noe u won.
becos we are both the same..
i trust u becos i love u.
easy as that..
i noe u love mi alot too rite! hahahahahx..
♥♥♥
1 more day to dion 7 months 2 weeks!
3 more days to jayken 1yr 3 months 3 weeks anniversary.
nv a day i stop thinkin about it.
i don feel well.
everytime think about baby boy..
haix.
should make a trip down to burn him some toys and sweets again ler.
baby boy didnt appear in my dreams..
mummy wanted to see u..
i felt so sorry.
reali sry when i have no choice..
i talk to my elder sis about it.
and i reali wanted to break down and cry.
no one gonna understand how i feel.
i think about u when i see baby boy outside.
u deserve a life like this..
if u are out perhaps u are alreadi 8 months plus ler..
but i am sure, u will come back to mi de..
u love mummy too rite?
lunar 7th months comin soon..
i hope u rmb ur home..
mummy will welcome u.
i won feel scare becos mummy noe u will nv gonna harm mi or anione in the hse.
ur sister olso..
u dote on her too de..
i love u alot baby boy..
xuemin