back blogging again!
mother's day is over.
and that wasnt important becos i am sure we as a mum,
everyday wit our babies beside us and watchin them grow
is a wonderful day ler.
i am so happi.
becos i had a wonderful dream wit baby boy.
thx for the gift baby.
mummy love u too.
and my baby dion is such a gd girl(except for scratching my face becos she wans mi carry her walk walk)
hahahx.
and sat we went to warrent country club wit apple, braden and baby ayden, xueqi and koek leong.
of cos my baby dion olso got go horx!
her first time to swimming pool.
didnt manage to take lots of pic.
becos i was carrying her all the while! lmao.
but at first. she fells kinda scare but after awhile.
she so enjoy!
hope this comin weekends we can go again! hahahx.
i promise to take lots of pic! hahahx.
becos is so cute la!
hahahax!
especially ayden and dion was splashing each other water by covering the hole of a small water fountain.
lmao!
hahahx.
mi and apple was laughin.
so fun!
hahax
but after that both lil baby are so tired.
and both slept after bath.
was tiring for us too.
hahax.
but i swear! is worthy!
hahax.
ayden is so big boy now!
compare to his new born.
he is still cute!
and ystd jus had his hair cut to botak!
hahax
his daddy is big botak!
and he is small.
so cute la!
hhahahax
jus then i rmb i told dion's dad before.
when dion had her hair cut, i asked him to cut botak too.
becos it is so cute la!
hahahax.
some more they 2 look so alike.
which i nv deny.
but aniway, i am starting to hear ppl say that dion look abit like mi.
abit onli! donnoe wanna feel sad or happi.
hahax.
but no matter who she look like, i still love her.
i am beginning to feel the joy of having her, my job and family at the same time.
life without bf seems so gd too.
and i am reali gd like this.
i am scare.
scare of goin into a relationship and end up hurt again.
breakups seems fun to ppl.
but not mi.
i am sry to hurt ppl before.
and i finally noe the feeling.
serve mi rite.
aaron asked mi.
why i don trust anione else ler.
i reply "if u gone through what i went through, i doubt u will still trust ppl"
especially when those ppl said to u that they treat u as a family and end up hurt u like u are nobody.
and the guy i use to fall so deep in love wit.
lied and disappointed mi.
how i trusted him.
and how i love him.
he jus throw my heart to the floor to step and rub it.
it reali feels so terrible.
but i got over it ler.
ever since dion is out.
i put her in the central of my heart.
keep telling myself that, she will be forever wit mi.
guys will leave mi anitime.
even marriage can end by divorcing.
i hope i can stay single like this.
then the next guy i will fall in love wit is my husband to be.
wonderful plan! hahahahhahahax.
is a random thought that dion's aunt is coming back to singapore next month.
i noe that she will come see dion wit her mum.
but i hope that they won create more trouble like wan dion to go back stay wit them a few days!
i hate it when they do this without a reason.
but aniway.
her aunt did nth wrong.
thou they are a family. but she is so nice to mi.
let see ba.
if she were to ask mi to bring dion back i reali might agree to it.
aniway.
started to plan for qi and kl de gd day.
i have some words to tell qi.
she has olways been a veri precious sister to mi.
as everybody should noe.
i olways protect her and love her like my own flesh.
is becos she came out from the same tummy wit mi.
i may not be a gd sister. but i can say. i nv fail to be there when she need mi.
no matter how she hurt mi physically.
i nv blame her.
qi horx! lmao!
u know i know la! lmao!
after so long i am happi that she met the right guy and wanna be tgt wit him forever.
thou she say haben propose then cant!
but i noe she agree to it ler.
koek leong is my frenx too.
thou i noe what kinda person he is before.
but when he and my sis are tgt.
i gave them my blessing afterall.
when every ppl outside didnt agree to their r/s
i stood by them.
and although it causes mi to lose those so call frenx.
but i saw their real personality.
i rmb how koek leong sms mi and tell mi to trust him.
he said he promise to take gd care of my sis 2 months back.
yea.
and he did say, he still wans his life!
hhahax
he noes i will kill him if anithing happen to my sis.
but aniway.
marriage life is veri different from dating.
alot more arguments and conflicts.
but to what i see.
is onli my sis being temperamental! lmao
but she is like this.
been the youngest girl.
and olso the better life one during childhood.
maybe this is wht koek leong love her in ba.
i am happi that koek leong aunt and parent love her.
especially his aunt.
qi has been staying over there for like since they tgt.
and his aunt prepare breakfast for her and even cook diner for them to eat.
they went out tgt for movie and talk like a family.
but i wanna tell her.
no matter what gonna happen.
there will olways be another place for u de.
which is our hse.
i hope ur apartment wit koek leong can be near us.
as i noe mummy will wanna go look for u de.
she dote on u.
and daddy didnt say but he love u too.
i am so proud to say!
u didnt follow my step jus like ppl said!
their prediction is so wrong.
becos my sis tie-ing a knot not becos she is preg! but becos they reali love each other!
hahax.
gd job man!
hahahx
but have another grand children for mum and dad and even koek leong aunt to play!
have twins then!
hahax
haixya! 80 percent will kena de la!
cos i don have!
hahahx.
we have pass down the twins generation!
hahahx.
but too bad. dion is eldest! lmao!
hahahahax.
hao la! jus be happi!
stop being temperamental okie!
finally a gd thing gonna happen around mi.
and i look forward to the tea ceremony!
hahahahx.
becos koek leong gotto call mi sis! lmao!
*evil smile*
sure gonna have so much fun!!!
hahahx.
confirm to have mi, yvonne, apple to be sisters:)
gonna have so much fun.
and after qi de is yvonne! and apple! hahax.
apple still don have the intention to get rom! dots! hahahx.
but soon le la.
we are gonna make sure the flower lands on her hand! hahahx.
hahahhahax!
hao la!
think so much le la!
xuemin