today is dion princess 4th month!
HAPPY 4TH MONTH TO BABY:)
i love her lots lots.
hahax. as promise, i blog out her pics ler.
and this all are like today pics lorx.
saw the congee i cook for her!
hahahx.
she nv eat much la.
but i finish up for her! buahahahahax.
other then this
i have been real usy wit my work.
woke up la 6.30am and return home at 7 plus at nite.
and didnt even have much time to online cos gotto acc my princess.
find it veri sad, as the time spendin wit her gets lesser.
but i reali give in all.
yesterday went to try another receptionist job.
came back around 5 plus. and god! i slept at 8 plus ystd.
too tired ler.
has been workin like shit this week.
and something happen too.
the mum of the jerk came to my hse to visit dion.
wehn i don allow!
but is okie la. i close one eye lorx.
but when i reach home that day.
i saw 2 tins of milk powder and 2 packets of pamper.
i got so piss and i sms the jerk to ask his mum or him come my hse take all that back.
i don wanna pick up his mum call to listen to her crap.
so i jus send her a sms tellin her to come, if not i will throw or give ppl.
she reply mi to ask mi to give it to ppl ba.
then say if i have the time, can i meet her to talk things out. and say she is not angry, why am i so angry ehx? tellin mi she is wrong in giving birth to her son.
but seriously what is the point?
and why she gotto be even angrier then mi then i can be angry la!
i jus reply her that, unless the agreement is sign if not, nth can be discuss.
i too tell her.
she and her husband was wrong when they knew i gave in so much to them but they didnt respect mi.
and his son is wrong in not havin ani responsibility.
so piss off.
but aniway.
reali ignore them ler.
that will be the veri last time i will let them in my hse.
i have alreadi got a protection from police for harassment.
so if they come up or what.
i can do whatever shit to them ler.
they didnt ring up my hse, but worst.
asked the jerk 3rd aunty to ring up.
to tell mi that dion 4th month today.
so i have to be reminded?
she is my precious ehx.
wtf!
can they get out of mi and dion life completely!
i reali hate them ler.
jus for dion, i am workin hard.
doin everything for her.
i am unlike other single mums.
i don talk about new r/s
i don talk about myself in my blog more then talkin about dion.
i don wanna think of playin when i am still workin hard.
i don even think of resting.
i jus noe that i gotto work every day from mornin to nite, and come back home to look after her.
and work again next day.
and worst is my weekends is still wit her.
i am not ani better then anione else.
but i noe, as long as i work reali hard
there is nth i cant do.
don come tell mi how hard it is to be a single mum.
as i say.
i have been through the worst of ever.
i didnt take my family money to buy milk powder for dion.
i didnt use my dad money to bring her up.
i am workin hard alone okie.
i asked my mum to look after her and i payin her too!
but i will nv gonna complain.
cos is my choice having her.
be it single or married, i am grateful that we didnt sign rom tgt.
becos is jus a matter of time we will sign on another to file a divorce.
but dion is mine!
i saw that jerk put dion pic in his fb.
but i too send him a msg to ask him to take it out as dion is not his daughter animore.
not related to him animore.
don ask mi why am i so heartless.
ask urself, compare to what u all have done to mi.
is this even heartless?
and rmb this, once a women reali give up in all.
don expect her to turn back to even look at u.
is not that i didnt give chances to u.
but is u donnoe how to treasure.
i am changin my tell no soon.
gonna update to again!
xuemin