i am in such a awesome mood today! hahahax
jus becos of him?
i see him early in the mornin and i smile all the way till now?
he jus noe how to make mi smile.
he jus ring mi up and say."hello" in a veri act cute manner.
hahax.
i don noe how amazing it is becos is been so long after bryan left mi and i have been this happi.
but i guess is still not up to a r/s feelings.
we are frenx ba.
i didnt wanna rush into r.s now.
or rather not prepare for anithing yet.
ystd mr B asked mi/told mi
"i am still waiting for u to be ready for a new r/s"
i told him i am not.
not in anitime now till yrs ba.
i cant imagine sharing my heart wit anione else when i love dion so much.
lovin her i won feel ani pain.
but today, seeing mr A i was thinkin of slappin myself.
maybe jus don think too much ba!
hahax
A&B is a secret~ hahahx
i will let u all noe when time come.
but now dion locked my whole heart!
hahahax
i am thinkin of puttin another tattoo le.
buahahahx.
thou i say i will not! hahax
maybe when dion is older ba.
hahahx.
cos i wan her older look to be on my left side stomach.
hahax.
i don have confident to be a veri gd person.
but i jus now that, i am a veri veri gd mum.
hahax.
i think i am starting to change. jus becos of dion!
more cheerful? more lively?
hahax.
like what my office ppl have said.
i am so cute! hahahx
i feel hungry easily this few days. but jus cant gain weight! can some one teach mi a way of gaining weight!
hahahx
goin to be lunch time.
hahax
and boss gave mi his fries. jus becos he don eat! hahahx
they have food all will ask i eat.
cos say i veri skinny! hahax.
i have decide to take off the ring from my left 4th finger.
idk why too.
hahax.
aiya. i am a bit crazy today.
EXTREMLY AWESOME MOOD! hahax.
aniway. i am gonna visit bryan veri soon again.
i miss him.
wonder is he fine in another world.
i am sure he is still by my side ba.
i receive a private call on my bday.
when i was about to slp.
sam call and told mi.
happi bday.
and said he misses mi.
i hope he is gonna be fine too.
he didnt tell mi much about his life now.
but jus wanna now what has happened to my life now.
i ask him about his gf.
he didnt wanna talk animore.
but still say he misses dion too.
in my heart he is olways so important
he is a veri nice guy. like bryan?
hey buddy, if u see this post.
i miss u too:)
xuemin