if u are my close frenx.
u will be able to noe this.
i am soon gonna leave for oversea to work.
is a gd chance for mi thou.
but seriously, i cant bear leavin my babies.
but i don wanna bring them over wit mi.
is not i don love them.
but i need a motivation to be place here for mi to work hard and be back fast.
my contract is 2 yrs(haben sign)
but i hope everything i do, babies will understand.
after cny, i will be leaving.
will be bringing dion to her 3 month jab
fulfilling a job as a mum for her before i leave her.
can anibody noe how much i love her.
i decide to end the relationship wit babii.
i don wan him to spend 2 yrs to wait for mi ba.
he has his life.
to my Mr POH JUNDE:
if u happen to see my blog.
i am sorry if i said harsh words to u again.
i don mean it de.
u an nv doubt my love to u.
i donnoe what makes mi love u so much.
i donnoe what makes mi wanna be wit u so much.
i donnoe why, to mi, no one else is gonna replacing u.
u olways do thing to make mi angry.
but u olways laugh at mi when i am angry or having a children attitude.
i love u when u smile, i love u when u hug mi.
i love u when u kiss mi.
i love u when u are lying beside mi aslp and snoring
i love u when u are disturbing mi.
i love u when u oppose mi.
i love u being so stubborn.
i love u acting u don care, but u reali want.
i love u when u are such a nice daddy to dion.
i love u when u make tupid noise jus to irritate mi.
i have a million love that i cant explain.
being back tgt wit u again, i reali feel so happi.
thx for the change i see in u.
i am reali sorry.
pls takkaire babii.
and dion pls help mi look after her.
give her the share of my love.
she is so important to mi becos she was the best gift u gave mi.
i am gonna miss all my gfs, loves and frenx.
xuemin