bringin dion down to kkh for admitting soon ler. jus now was talkin her.
"pls stay wit mummy and hang on"
then i cried. hug her so tightly.
i hope nth gonna happen to her.
is my fault that she inherit my poor and weak body.
baby, mummy is sorry.
what i can do now was stay by her side.
perhaps i am gonna stay in hospital jus to acc her.
i didnt slp for the whole nite.
woke up every hr jus to check her breathin.
cried till my eyes was swollen.
i am not someone who keep cryin for nth.
but she is my everything.
if anithing were to happen to her.
i will not gonna be mi alreadi.
i have no appetite to eat.
is tiring, but i gotto hang on too for the sake of her.
gotto prepare and wake for junde to fetch us ler.
baby, mummy reali reali love u.
xuemin