why everything has to be like this and u will notice that everything change.
is been long that we had this heart to heart talk.
but of course.
quarrel too.
what time point of tellin mi u hope to both of us had another chance to be tgt.
when u left mi alone during my pregnancy and turn abit better when baby dion is out.
could u pls tell mi what am i to u.
as i told u.
u are the one who force mi to grow and be mature.
i am onli 18 yrs old.
i have to act that i am brave, i am strong.
i have to fake my smile.
i have no choice, becos u left mi.
did u ever asked what i wan?
did u ever sincerely change becos u meant the word "SORRY"
to u and ur family. afterall i am jus an outsider.
i reali had enough ler.
u are takin advantage jus becos u noe i still love u.
ystd dion had her full month done.
ths for everyone who came and thx for all the presents.
dion growin well and safe.
and she will cry when she poo.
she love to be carry.
and she is such a sweetheart whereby, i reali don wanna leave her.
thou is a tiring job to be a mum.
but at least when i am unhappi.
i will smile jus lookin at her.
and jus becos she is here wit mi.
i am tellin myself to move on.
will blog pics up when i swicth on lappi tml.
nanny leaving tml ler.
and jus nice is 14th dec.
HAPPI ! MONTH TO MY BABY PRINCESS DION
mummy love u=)
xuemin