finally posted overdue pics.
hahax.
recently havin quite bad times.
makin mi so tired and sick.
hmmm.
dion has been cryin alot.
thinkin that might mi cause by the jab done on the 15th.
but ever since the nanny gone.
i am the one lookin after her almost for 24hrs.
daddy came to visit her almost everyday.
but perhaps not today.
cos he is kinda sick too.
now my twin sis is back stayin wit us.
but it still didnt lesser my job as a mummy.
i kinda hope dion can remain so adorable.
everybody love her as what she is.
thou abit stubborn.
thou is funny, she will cry veri loud when she poo.
and hates bathin alot.
hahax.
but no matter how tired i am, how slpy i am.
i can nv show my attitude to her.
daddy understand my mood.
and he noes i am still angry about him.
so he reali try hard to give in to mi.
he apologise when he cant do anithing for mi.
cos when dion is cryin none stop.
nobody except mi could stop her.
is veri heartachin.
daddy and mi bought her her pram.
and her car seat ler.
but i gotto thx apple for lendin mi ayden's BMW(quinny stroller)
dion love to be carry alot.
whose fault!!?
okie la.
is everybody fault.
hahax.
no choice.
hahax.
i love dion so much.
last 2 days was smsin wit daddy.
tellin him to bring dion back to his hse to stay for a nite.
where i could take my 10hrs rest.
cos i reali fallin sick.
i jus need a gd slp. to recharge my battery.
but too bad.
cos dion has been such a cry baby.
daddy doesnt noe how to handle her when he is alone de.
or rather.
even daddy parent cant.
i jus couldnt get to slp in the mornin or afternoon.
but too bad ba.
jus gotto hang on.
soon gotto start work ler.
i reali hope to stay wit dion till as long as possible.
but of cos.
i prefer workin life.
to earn more money for dion.
to bring her to disney land on my 21st bday.
hahax.
i am soon gonna be 19yrs.
how am i gonna celebrate this yr.
but i noe.
dion will olways be in my plan.
but is daddy included?
idk.
everybody has been tellin mi to reconsider givin daddy a chance jus for the sake of dion future.
but well.
reali find it so nice like this.
i noe daddy prefer us like this too.
thou he didnt say.
but is like, i noe.
on dion 3th month will be jus nice on chinese new yr AND is valentine day=)
hahax.
14th feb 2009.
what a nice day=)
and on the 19th she will have to go for her 3rd jab.
zzzz
ask daddy to bring her go la!
i don wanna see her cryin.
so damn heart pain.
got myself a nokia 5800 express music as a reward.
but! daddy is askin mi to do a exchange wit him OR buy him a nokia E72.
i guess.
buyin for him will be better ba.
hahax.
give him a reward for workin hard, earnin money ba.
thou my savin are almost used.
and gotto pay for my sis and myself.
cos sis not workin too.
but is okie la.
money can be earned.
as long as everybodi is happi.
i hope the time could slow down abit.
cos when i start workin.
dion will be stayin wit daddy ler.
as in for a period of time till i get my first 2 pay and hired a maid myself.
i will cry alot when i missed her.
hao la.
gotto play wit her ler.
bye=)
update soon.!
xuemin