i am not wanting to be emo.
but jus cant back from my breakfast,lunch and dinner for the day as a supper.
and view everybody blog.
to cheryl,eileen,jessie,gina,yvonneloves and yukiko.
thx all to post out a short post to let mi see u all so sweet.
i appreciate alot.
then thou some didnt blog.
but throughout the time i am in hospital
apple,ivy,yanting,jayda,cindy.
and sorry if i didnt mention ur names!
they all have being acc mi especially my dear apple!
she nv stop contacting mi askin mi how ler.
benson jus got to noe about mi goin hospital
but he scolded mi for not letting him noe.
xueqi too. nv gonna forget her.
she send mi a veri sweet sms.
"xin ku ni le.. ni yao jiayou.. i hope i can be wit eu now.. aix.. no choice.. sry.after today eu r finally a noble mother le.. but dis is not the end.. eu r very brave and noble le.. all dis pain eu givin is cos of eu and gal future..okie.. jiayou! kiss eu!.."
hahax.
how sweet can my own twins sis be!
thou is reali painful to go through this veri last stage.
but for dion.
i am reali reali tryin.
i am not sayin i am pain is not becos i am fakin the pain.
but is becos i jus don wan everybody to be worry about mi.
thou i am scare, lonely in the labour ward.
but all i noe, everybody is waiting.
and veri soon i am gonna see babyprincess finally after this 9 months plus!
3am plus.
i am reali reali in pain.
when nobody is around by my side.
jus mi and baby alone in the room.
i cried.
but no matter how pain. i noe, i am responsible for the whole life for my own action ler.
i view through every single sms that everybody sended mi.
i wipe away my tears and tell myself to be brave ler
i now alot of ppl feel reali heartache to see mi in such a pain, but cant do nth.
but i jus need u all by myside to laugh and maybe hide my pain wit mi okie.!
no matter what, counting down to 4 more days.
baby dion is gonna to be out.
even my daddy mummy, junde, uncle and aunt, junde sis
my ah ma, da yi my own sis.
they didnt say, but i noe they cares.
i am not workin hard enduring pain for myself.
is for the sake of everybody.
so trust mi, chen xuemin is gonna finish this 4 days smiling.
i don wanna cry cos of pain.
cos i am sure.
is reali a happi thing.
9 months of pain. and is soon gonna be over.
thx everybody for accompanying mi till this far.
xuemin