hmmm.
okok! is time to update my blog thou i am veri veri lazy!
hahax.
woke up at 10 plus. and was out till now back.
thou sun is up but today weather didnt make mi feel uncomfortable ba.
but my dear baby princess, is indeed movin alot.
contraction didnt came today!
so afterall i am still okie!
hahax.
30th oct 2009:
outings of babes and mi.
hahax.
and eventually they acc mi to buy baby things.
thx alot.
hahax.
finally met eileen.
but again.
clicked well on our first outin=)
but all the way till nearly 11pm then reached home.
enjoyed!!
hahax.
i forget what i did on the 31st oct!
but is ivy bday! happi 18 yrs old! finally.
lmao.
hahax.
but so sorry to say! i am soon gonna be 19! HAHAX!!!
1st Nov 2009:
thx to apple last mins meeting!
hahax
and end up acc her to cityhall and then went down to orchard till evening!
met up wit cheryl, her bf, yukiko,and her bf
and wit our lil ayden!
hahax
so cute!
hahax.
then i went back cwp find yanting and then met ivy.
and home sweet home=)
zhao min didnt meet mi either.
cos he kinda had thing held up.
but nvm=)
hahax.
i dk why!
i mean as to the reason to my tiredness.
dad and mum was telling mi is cos baby comin out ler.
this few days reali wan her to be out to disturb mi!!
i feel so bored.
hahax.
i was talkin to baby princess jus now.
tellin her that everybody is waiting for her to come out.
hahax.
i noe she hear mi.
but she is getting nortier.
so i was ignored!
hahax.
nvm, jus that i was telling her.
about him.
hmmm.
i kinda noe what is her feeling thou.
cos is same like mine.
but eventually.
i jus wanna say, we gave up ler.
i swear i will prove to him that without him, mi and baby will be better!
i will make him regret, and prove to him that i alone can bring up baby princess.
aniway, today is baby 36 weeks 3 days!
hahax.
and is counting down to 31 days to her EDD!
but doc say baby cant wait to be out soon.
so EDD i don have to continue counting down!?
hahax.
lmao.
benson asked mi to deliever baby on the 8th Nov.
cos is his bday!
hahax.
but 8th, i reali hope it can be dec.
jus no fate ba.
hahax.
too bad.
chin si en has alreadi become the first in my heart.
and my family and frenx too.
i am veri confident now to tell everybody!
i had finally put him out of my heart!
bryan bday is comin too.
but no longer gonna celebrate wit us ler.
i kinda miss him alot.
actualli i went to his apartment today wit sam.
seein his pics and everything.
i kinda hope him to be by myside.
i still blame myself for not being able to be by his side when he is fighting his life wit the tupid cancer!
but i rmb once, he told mi.
thou baby is not his, as long as whatever belongs to mi.
he will love them all.
so i am sure, he will protect mi and baby throughout the labour.
sam asked mi to allow him to be in labour wit mi.
as to whatever might happen.
he hopes to be around.
but i guess this time round, i reali feel like goin into labour myself ehx.
without my sis too.
i am scare. as time is comin closer.
reali scare.
but the will to see baby princess soon!
mummy reali wanna tell u, i love u alot baby.
till now, i never regret choosin u then the tupid sperms donator!
luckily i didnt!
if not the pain of losing u, i dont think i will forgive myself.
i have to say thx to eillen in advance!
she bought a minnie clothes for baby=)
and thx ivy, apple, sam, mike, derrick, yukiko, cheryl, xueqi, qun, my dad, my mum and everybody else who acc mi till here!
as in for months, i am not alone.
thx to u all.
xuemin will jiayou de.
giving up is not my character!
hahax.
hao la!
post out some pic.
about my 36 weeks tummy pic!
hahax.
then the outing pic.
actualli still have de. but apple and eileen haben send us! hahax
xuemin