baby name will be changed back to dion.
as to baby daddy hope i won change her name cos he reali like dion.
so okie ba.
so bloglinks i won be changin too ler.
actualli currently i am not in my best mood to blog.
as to alot of ppl should noe.
on the 7th and 8th i am runnin hospital vice verse.
evening around 7 plus on 7th i went back hospital as to the contraction become more and more unbearable.
and hospital admitted mi. cos the contraction is alreadi till giving birth stage.
actualli mummy is there to acc mi de.
but i see her so tired slpin on the sofa bed.
i asked her to go home.
and meantime, beside my ward is a new born.
i heard the cries of the baby.
i jus touch my tummy and tell baby "mummy love u"
as to what doc say that particular nite.
my pelvis is not open.
but contraction is high.
so by morning if pelvis is still close, he will do c-sec to have baby out ler.
so i asked everybody to rest instead of worryin about mi at nite..
but baby daddy came to hospital early in the mornin to acc mi.
guess he didnt slp well either ba.
so keep complainin he is tired.
i didnt slp for the whole day thou.
as to the pain. and doc asked mi to walk around to see wherede my pelvis will open anot.
3am plus all the pessure, the pain is down onto my pelvis and tights part.
backaches and contraction didnt stop either.
i try to tolerate till 5 am then i ask nurse to inject pain killer in mi.
i didnt ask for epridural. so actualli what i can say was.
the most painful part wasnt on contraction.
is on the pressure of the pelvis and tights.
i am so tired.
but after the injection i finally could rest awhile
but nurse woke mi up at 6.30am to have my blood pressure and clearing my motions.
actualli busy preparing things for my c sec in the mornin when doc come.
thou i am hungry but they don allow mi to eat too.
cos c-sec is not allow to eat.
no choice.
9 plus. baby daddy reach.
i jus like to see him maybe as secretly as possible.
he will nv noe how much i love him de ba.
reali thx him for comin down.
which i noe he was told by his mum about my admitting.
jus him beside mi, i reali do feel alot better.
but doc came.
he asked baby daddy to advice mi not to have her out in this early stage.
as in 36weeks and 2 days in their ultra scan date.
but he say is reali up to mi to decide.
so they left mi and baby daddy deciding.
he say he doesnt wan mi to have a scar ba. cos is awful.
but i reply him, having a scar is reali better then tolerating the pain.
he understand but he say he won force mi either.
but his mum, dad, my mum all asked mi to listen to doc advice.
ask mi to tolerate and eat the medicine to stop contraction pain.
i jus hate the side effect of the medicine.
heartbeat and pulse rate increase, vomiting, giddy, hand and legs feel wobby and shiver.
but in hospital before i was discharge.
nurse gave mi to pills, but i onli ate one.
and the other one is thrown away by baby daddy for mi.
lolx.
despite all this 15 mins the side effect came.
went down to pay an amount 1k plus.
and then baby daddy and his mum bought food home to eat.
i don have appetite.
even thou i onli eat a slice of bread and abit of holicks given by doc.
and inside the car.
heaches, sweating and feel like pukin alot.
but tolerate till i reaches home.
i reali reali cant take it.
and went to bed and rest.
till evening then go out meet apple, cheryl, cheryl bf and AYDEN!!
he is so cute.
i hope dion could be like him thou.
but he too much bigger then dion will be ler la.
hahax.
but he is my son-in-law!
hahax.
don snatch him away okie!
then after that walk walk awhile i went back ardmarity meet ivy.
then went home straight.
i didnt eat anithing ba. onli 1 stick of sotong when i am not suppose to eat.
then 1 cup of macflurry.
till jus now afternoon then eat abit of porriage before my med.
i couldnt slp in the nite too. turnin and rolling on my bed.
but finally, 1st day over.
and jus realise, 5 days later is friday and 13th!
should i let baby to be out on that day!!!!?
so i will try either 14th.
or see wherede pelvis could be open earlier anot. or even the pain is too pain then i will wanna give birth baby on 1111!
if baby could be out ystd, 1 month later is her full month and happi 1 yr anniversary to mi and her daddy first time tgt.
thou broken up ler la.
but perhaps is still not fated.
maybe i think and hope to much.
*slap myself and wake myself up*
hao la.
tml i am goin check up alone.
as baby granny wasnt free to acc mi too.
i understand, cos is tuesday.
but she jus feel so unsafe if i were to go alone.
but too back. reali no one is free ba.
and thou i had medicine jus now ler.
but the contraction pain is askin mi to rest first ler.
i will updates again ba!
sorry and reali thx to everybody who care about mi and baby.
xuemin