well well.
few days didnt blog.
partly lazy and another reason is.
last 2 days was out till nite.
cos trying to enjoy my single life for the moment abit.
if baby out i won be so free ler.
hahax.
next thursday is princess appt!
will be doin a detail scan about her.
hahax.
and if i see her xinku inside mi.
i will listen to everybody advice to csec and have her out 36 weeks to 37 weeks.
my next week will be her 36 weeks ler ma!
hahax
so either one more week to see her or 5 more weeks.
i can be the one suffering.
but nv will i allow her.
she kicks alot like she feel like comin out.
i have a feeling she is suffocating.
is my fault. cos body too small.
everybody see mi above my tummy, won even noe i preg!
that is the max i can go.
i still feel tummy bloated, tired as in slpy, veri xinku.
but i am sure.
after all this suffering, the best thing will happen.
my best present i ever receive is comin to my side soon.
lookin at the way apple play wit ayden.
i reali hope dion can too be by myside now.
smile to mummy and mumble to herself and cheer mi up.
i accidentally drop my tears last 2 days.
thinkin of seeing her.
and our future.
i don wanna think about my past.
i jus wanna look forward to my future.
alot of ppl has been tellin mi, i will definitely meet a guy who reali love mi and treat dion nice.
but my reply is.
i jus wanna be like this.
i am sure too, i will meet a guy who can loves mi and dion.
cos i have confident on myself.
but maybe is jus myself ba.
hahax.
like as i say.
i don need a guy to survive.
as long as my family, frenx and ppl who love mi is around.
ppl come and leave mi.
but i thx them for been in my life before.
i learn and grow to appreciate ppl beside mi more.
everyone love mi cos i am independent.
thou i don have a veri gd childhood life.
but after this pregnancy.
i noe and understand that daddy and mummy did love mi.
is jus that maybe they love my sister more.
but thx to the way they treat mi
i become who am i now.
suddenly time passes so fast.
xuemin soon gonna be a mummy.
hahax.
daddy was tellin mi about another apartment at east side.
abit higher price and bigger hse.
i suddenly feel like tellin dad we don have to move.
cos i cant bear wit my gd frenx here too!
unless i obtain my license and drive.
anitime i could travel down jus to meet them!
hahax.
meantime psycho sam to buy mi a rush!
hahax
LMAO!
funny la
3 days ago
sam has pass mi a surprise.
not expensive diamond! so sad! hahax
i am jokin la.
hahax.
he wrote dairy ever since he met mi till now.!
i spend alot of time goin through those dairy.
and read one of it is 2 yrs ago.
the veri fast time i nod to confess that i had feeling for him.
and those time we spend fighting. more or less is he kena beat by mi la.
hahax.
pillow fights, he stayin by my side lookin at mi slp.
we playin games tgt till i nearly throw the controller to the floor.
hahax
and when he and daddy race to our dinner destination.
as in i in sam car and mummy wit daddy
hahax
see who reach first.
i could not have been so happi at that time.
hahax.
when i don have to say anithing and he will noe what am i thinkin.
when he first time propose to mi.
when he first time sing to mi.
hahax.
i jus feel so nice to have him by myside.
but he is too gd, too gd that i don deserve.
he asked mi to decide for him.
if i wanna give him a chance to be the man for my life(marriage)
he will stay by myside forever.
i of course trust he will.
cos he nv leave mi.
but if i still insist on pushin him away.
he will listen to mi and start his r/s
ppl who noes mi should noe what i have chosen.
i noe what he hopes mi to do.
he hopes mi to ask him to stay by myside.
but no, i jus turn and walk away.
and i noe he cried.
i could onli say, my dear, i am truely sorry.
sorry that i couldnt love u.
is time to put mi out of ur heart ler.
thx for everything=)
my princess baby dion is awake for whole day too!
yukiko damn angry wit dion cos she don allow her feel her kick!
hahax.
i am sorry loves.
dion is norti!
hahax.
ivy so proud!
hahax.
i bought a veri cute minnie pillow for her.
and make mi feel bad leavin mickey there.
is the onli set!
and i thought of buyin for ayden.
my son-in-law ehx!
LMAO!
wanna go back and get it ler.
hahax.
mi, apple and jiahui saw Olympic(baby bonus)
and i asked junlong to take pic wit him.
hahax.
germaine, yukiko &bf and cheryl wit bf was slightly late.
yukiko can dump her bf at one side the min she wit ayden!
hahax
she reali love baby alot.
hahax.
we ate fish and co!
hahax
i can finish all my food ystd okie!
hahax.
i mean i finally had two full meals.
maybe mood abit better like apple said.
hahax.
but this two mummies(apple and jiahui)
change diaper for baby when we eating!
hahax.
but okie la.
next time i will go through de!
hahax
mikko came too! but she did not bring baby.
actualli become a mummy is easy too.
difficult part is teachin them to be a gd person.
hahax
i goin to tioman again after dion out!
hahax
but donnoe i can leave dion alone anot!
hahax
cos after the trip to tioman, will be trip to milan!
and maybe bangkok!
maybe have to cancel one!
or two!
hahax
sian!!
but for the sake of dion, no choice.
she is my princess.
hahax.
i am soon gonna decorate her baby cot and prepare ler.
hahax.
decorate the room for her.
hahax.
4 weeks plus more to go!
HAHAX!
daddy took leave on the 16th,17th 18th next months to acc mi buy abit more of baby things.
i wanna buy the mosquito net for dion cot.
hahax.
i wanna change my lappi to mac book.
so see dadd wanna pay anot! hahax. jokin la.
saw the mac book air. damn nice de. hahax.
so in love wit it.
hahax.
but gotto send this cs to repair/servicing
haha
baby dion should go slp now ler rite.
but norti girl.
hahax
i need try rest abit. hahax. i hope i can! hahax.
first i upload the Olympic video and pics.
and of course the minnie pillow!
hahax
then see ba.
now alreadi 7.10am!
hahax
i have stack at blog for 1 hrs plus!
hahax.
xuemin