nth to blog actualli.
but thing that are to be done ba.
waiting for dad to come home and speak to him about baby surname(if his mood is gd ba)
thx to that SOMEONE makin my family get into this kinda conflict!
u can do everything to hurt mi, but pls leave my family alone!
if not for the sake of ur parents, i won even wanna talk to u ler.
my dad is right!
why should i protect someone who do things and be so "responsible" for his action.
don even dare to talk to mi and my family about it.
and acting infront of his own parent to talk to mi.
i reali wanna believe in u.
reali reali wan to give in as to the sake of my princess.
what have u done to make mi feel better?
have u ever ask urself, WHAT HAVE U EVER DO FOR MY PRINCESS!!!!!
*claps hand*
cos u still have the face to say i am the one creating nonsense!
and still have the face to act as if i am the one in fault!
FUCK U~!!
i had nv in my life being so pathetically disgracing my own family!
no matter what, i still insist of makin the right choice for not getting married wit u!
shame on u my dear!
23 yrs old. puke*
u ruin my life and end up sayin that i am the one who is ruinin ur life.
DO U NOE HOW PREFECT WAS MY LIFE BEFORE U JOIN!
u still don get it.
i am onli 18 yrs old.
soon gonna be 19.
but i did more to prove that i am mature enough to be a mother.
what about u?
slpin? dating? work and quit? play wit frenx?
what else do u noe other then all this.
i have alreadi told u ler.
i cant admit u are reali clever!
but even if u were to allow ur parent to noe about things before mi.
i nv gonna lose u as i am not the one doing the wrong things.
having the child protection.
the most ur mum could say "no such need to go to that extend"
but she too noe, by the way u have been doin things to mi and baby.
i could have it done without even thinkin for them!
i nv even force u to do thing that u don like.
if the person now u runin is not mi, u are alreadi marry for the sake of baby.
who else would allow u to be so free to even have gfs
who else will protect u more then herself.
think about it ba.
i have alreadi told ur parents that is between u and mi!
u decide wherede u wanna come straight to mi and confront mi about this.
tell mi everything u did was right.!
i will apologies to u on NEWSPAPER!!!
i am jus giving u the very last time to be a responsible man now.
i will not be the one finding u to talk and sort things out.
u wan to talk and sort thing about baby.
u wanna be a dad of baby, i am still willing to give u a chance.
don run away from problems ler.
be like a man, not like a boy.
i promise ur mum ler, is the very last chance.
u have 48 more days.
cos when baby out, no action done
i will not teach baby to say the word "daddy"
u decide ba.
i am not in the mood to care about u ler.
i nearly faint again ystd.
and nearly scare my dad.
as to having slpness nite everyday.
difficulties in breathing.
and not enough food.
baby is reali big in my tummy.
or rather my tummy is abit small to have her inside.
but i am still hanging on.
apple, eileen, my dad, sam, sam's mummy. all asking mi to go c-sec.
better then suffering here.
what u all said is true.
but this is the best i could give baby ba.
i am hanging on, to have her naturally out.
she will be my one and only baby.
i am wrong for not giving her a proper family.
but i am sure, i did more to pay back to her.
thou is reali reali veri xinku.
i don have energy to move around too.
i am reali tired.
even when i am lying down, i roll left and right jus wanting to get a position that i am comfortable wit.
but too bad.
haix.
baby is moving alot in mi too.
ystd apple acc mi eat my dinner at 10pm.
but awhile after i reach home, mac chicken all puked.
maybe reali over ate.
i wanna try slp now again.
hopefully able too.
hmmm
my health is reali deteriorating.
but as long as baby safe and sound.
the nurse told mi that next appt i will do the gtc scan!
but she says, the scan is for baby 34 weeks.
next appt is 2 weeks later on the 29th oct!
then is 36 weeks ler.
=.=!
she made a mistake about my edd!
so i think i will be callin dr lee to check wit him where 36 weeks still be able to do the scan anot!
i reali reali wanna see baby again!
her sexy butt!
HAHAX!!
and next appt confirm will get the scan pic to show everyone!
hahax.
loves baby princess dion=)
xuemin