nobody is gifted in being a parents.
so there are alot of different "parents" in this world.
i too is unprepared to be a mom.
i too feel scare to face everything that i am facing.
but i reali did my best jus to go through those problems.
knowing alot of mommies.
i learn alot.
some facing their own problems as to wit in-laws.
some are facing problems wit onli husband or even bf.
and some are having problems wit in-laws and husband.
but all sayin that "for the sake of babies"
i admire them for that.
*thumb up* for all womans
we don have to be envy of each other de ba.
cos nth is gonna be prefect.
thou i trust my life was once prefect.
wit families, wit frenx, and wit the person i love.
but after all i cannot stop bad thing for comin into my life.
ppl who noe mi will noe that i reali treasure every relationships.
friendships, love life and family matter.
wit a few hrs of reflecting,
i reali would love to let everyone i noe and who cares for mi to noe that.
i treasure u all alot, thx for being in my life.
ALL THE GUYS IN THIS WORLD; DON'T EVER LOOK DOWN IN WOMANS!
sebes broke a shockin news to mi today.
he is gonna be a dad too ler.
he wanna noe how to takkaire of his gf to the best that he could.
so he asked mi to help him.
i am so glad to noe sebes being so responsible!
they are holdin a wedding dinner at jan 2010.
thou is onli weeks being pregnant, his gf seems so nice while talkin to mi.
jus like i rmb when i am jus preg, so excited.
but to their problems is; in-laws!
sebes mum and dad don like his gf.
cos they are onli tgt jus that few months.
hahax.
and sebes pls i to meet wit his parents and talk to them.
cos they kinda nice wit mi too.
haix.
i will help de la! hahax. cos i don wish u all followin what i have been through.
i wanna see everybody happily tgt.
so sebes, pls rmb what u promise mi.
letting wendy feel secure and don ever do anithing to make her feel upset.
i have already asked her to complain to mi ler.
if u do, u noe what i am gonna do ler.
i am of course too gonna agree to be one of the bride maid
luckily is next yr, after confinement!
hahax.
but as to partner of mine, i have alreadi told sebes is my own choice.
hahax.
well well. i will think about it ler.
hahax.
i am having a backache!
and currently suffering under the control of my lil precious!
she is kickin so much still.
mummy noe u "love" mi best ler.
hahax.
jus now was msn-in wit cheryl and yukiko.
cheryl did her first scanin in the place i did(my first time too)
hahax.
and well well. so sad to say.
her baby is 34mm in 10 weeks.
dion is onli 17mm in her 8-9weeks.
hahax.
i was lookin at all dion scans.
and feel so happi.
cos i thought i will onli meet 1 person who is able to control mi.
which is her best partner; her dad!
hahax
she has been so damn active.
can anibody explain??
hahax.
slpin like her dad when she haven even meet us!
putting her thumb into the mouth.
showing off her big butt.
hahax.
YES! THIS IS MY BABY!!
lmao.
doctors praises her for having such a nice feature.(i am so proud to say)
hahax.
and maybe that is the onli things she has from her mum!
oppss! did i jus praise myself too! HAHAX.
i am jus jokin!
and i had strange dreams again!!
i dreamt about baby daddy and mi and baby slpin tgt.
and woke up to find baby missing.
and realise i kick baby to the floor!
LOLX! and worst thing is baby is a boy!?
why boy again?
hahax.
is ridiculously funny dream.
hahax.
but i guess, is not gonna be true!
haixyo!
donnoe how to say la.
hahax.
i am gonna slp ler.
thou princess is still so active, but patting her to slp did works.
pampered girl!!
hao la.
nites.
xuemin