i kinda veri choosy in my blogskins.
i don find the new one nice enough to satifys my prefection
crazy mi.
hahax.
i am veri tired.
havin a date wit princess tml at 2.45pm again.
MUMMY MISSES U ALOT.
hahax.
i hope that later in the afternoon u can be gd to let mi have a scan of u!
norti baby dion!
hahax.
i don wan see ur round butt. i wanna see ur face. hahax.
she is kickin mi alot.
askin mi not to scold her! hahax.
how can i bear to scold her lehx!
so fast! counting down to 50days.
hahax.
10 months of preg havin her inside mi i suffer alot.
physically,psychogically and even mentally!
hahax.
WELL DONE PRINCESS!
LMAO!
serve mi right for trustin the wrong guy.
hahax.
and i promise i will nv gonna be so tupid again!
but havin dion from him, is reali the best gift i ever received.
i don like flowers, i wan diamonds.
in a r/s i jus wanna a true love.
thou no more ler. but baby dion is a love too.
a love that is supposingly that nv should have exist.
i hope to organise a skool event to meet all skool mate after dion out!
is being nearly 3 yrs ler. hahax.
since i quit skool, seriously, i miss all of them!
days where we play in skool interclass, we had fun!
i mean as in our batch students.
hahax.
i miss those malays student that love disturbin us girls!
hahax.
skool sports days and events.
hahax.
and even to have another party nite with my buddies, all my close and gd frenx. hahax.
xuemin is so proud to be a mummy.
no matter how my relatives would scold and bad mouth about mi.
no matter how ppl gonna talk about mi.
and regardless of how ppl will think about mi.
i nv do shameless thing to have my princess.
i am nv gonna married a immature guy that onli think about himself.
i am not gonna get married jus becos of that certificate of marriage.
becos i too want my one and only marriage to be a prefect one.
i too have the right to choose my own life de ba.
i am not desperate for a bf, neither i am deaperate for sexual life.
if u decide to be out of my life, don think of comin back.
this is xuemin ba.
actualli i need a gd slp now ler.
cos baby appointment is at 2.45pm ba.
but guess what!
she happily kickin, so norti.
hahax
what to do.
she is my daughter. hahax.
gotto check wit doc her current weight, her growth and of course my own weight!
hahax.
and we are gonna talk about hospital packages ler.
hahax.
and needa ask doc about why my appetite is even smaller then before.
and all the uncomfortable things that happen.
hahax.
i am veri tired!
i keep talkin to her, askin her can she go slp anot.
but i lie down she jus kick mi till i wanna cry ler la.
hahax.
maybe ask doc to double confirm wherede she is a girl anot. hahax.
i don wan boy okie!
hahax.
if she turns out to be a boy i kill myself.
hahax.
okie la! jus jokin la.
no matter boy or girl still my precious.
hahax.
wendy called mi to cry today.
she told mi she kinda scare that her marriage will turn out to be a bad one.
it makes mi recall about how i insist on not getting married.
but i can spoil my future, nv will i spoil hers.
i told her the same thing that i told him.
not yet married u talk about divorce, might as well don't
marriage is a life time agreement.
i too afraid to step into a world of being a mother,wife and even a daughter-in-law.
but i noe.
everything need effort.
if u nv try to be a wife or a gd daughter-in-law.
how could u noe u can nv do it.
being a mother, u don have to try.
jus have to learn to be one when baby is out.
and u are not alone.
if u donnoe, i could teach u too.
if u wanna learn, come to my hse and i guide u.
i promise i will do whatever it takes to help u.
what i could say.
don be afraid to step into a new life.
cos i am sure, jus try and even thou u will fail.
everything is still gonna be all right de.
jiayous to wendy=)
hao la. hao la.
i needa slp ler.
don care this norti princess ler.
she kick olso will tired de ba.
hahax.
to what i noe, she won la.
but jus pray hard she wil ba.
hahax.
nites!!
xuemin